A Dark Dream*

2007-05-23T18:26:00.000+08:00

MY BLOG LOAD DAMN SLOW!
AGREEE?!
SO

RELINK PLEASE!
http://te-amour.blogspot.com/

I LOVE U GUYS!
goodbye blog):
i wont close it down, cuz it contains so much memories.
(:

2007-05-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

school's kind of slack today. I think mr tan is getting more and more pissed off each day. keep nagging nagging & nagging. well, i cant do anything too. haha.
And cindy and i was planning the Monday's outing. Hmmm it is FULL OF CRAP/ haha.

Oh Ya. Darling emma has got hiigh fever! My gosh. wonder how is she feeling now. School without her is weird, ya noe! haha. EMMA I MISS U!

And Lijie's another one. Can only see her bag for the whole day, but she went MIA. haha.
And i folded all her sweaty and messy clothes can! all her worksheets and books nicely packed into bag. see! whose effort? hahaha sharon lah!

AH BIRD! yan ping miss her like hell can. And i miss her too! i turned back, and look for her, but i cant find her, but only see yanping's OP bag. RAH ah bird! come back soon! i miss u!

So NDP girls pangseh me. Especially cindy. Wth. Noone talk to me in class. Ok lah.Meliu and cara came to play with me. JOAN AND YILIN ah? haiyo..save it lah. they''re only in their lala land.

Then went home with MELIU. haha.funny shit. I dont know what to blog about already.
Foursome tomorrow(: (maybe?)
Shall end here;

2007-05-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CYNTHIA~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

COOL ONE! HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY!
awwwww<3 we're the coolest forever
much love

2007-05-20T01:55:00.000+08:00

FUCK.
i always meet bian tais
first is joel
second is dono what lotus.
beware pple!

2007-05-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

sweet dreams in class yesterday. with cindy. and family. all sleeping like nobody's business.
nothing much happen. Ah bird is leaving to thailand): had a good trip ah bird! i will miss u!
Night falls. I was on the phone. Ah meng suddenly called. and hung after that.

Ah Meng: sharon! out of topic leh!
Sharon: haha think lor! tell u ar......

Yepp.haha! chatted with her until 2 plus? then called cindy to join in her sweet conference.
But sis came back in the middle of night. So yeah. had to shift room to study room.Nothing much to blog
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GERMAINE TAN SZE YING! <3

HAPPY 1st YANYAN TRAINEE.not bad. upgraded to manager!<3

So today. Woke up at 11plus after _ smsed me. Met at 1 for lunch. went swensens again. haha.
hmm delicious. but cost quite abit. and got me angry by donating so much money to that rude girl. chill~ but still, i'm angry/ haha. yeah. got home ard 7 and left to rivervale plaza with parents. okayeee thats about it.
shall end here;

2007-05-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

i took these two pics. hahaa. guess who? new friends? nah. girl friends? maybe?
haha-_= compatible couples?

So, school was fine. CD was great. And GEOG killed everyone. I managed to pass humans by 50/100 haha. just pass okaye.Goodness.
Nothing much to blog.

So after school. Went for sixsome outing. haha group dating?
nah. haha. with cindy, odelia fel, meng and grace.
quite fun. Had lunch at jacks place. And those two "da lao ye" was late until our ice cream melted! That fat fat waiter got a mole on his chin. And he was so called kay kiang lah. Keep kajiaoing us. hahaha. But fun(:
Yupps. had fun luh. I am myself okaye!-to cindy and odelia. haha yar.

Then bused home with them..yep..from compass bused to compass? haha we looped.i suppose, bus tour luh! haha. Ah meng, dont be shy(:

Alright. reached home at 8? yupps. bought adidas perfume for dad's bdae.
HAPPY BDAE DAD!
=)i love him

for you, i will; ILU<3
17052007

2007-05-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

eyebag-_=

took this pic in the afternoon(:
quarrelled with mum over my hair. Cuz i dont wanna cut it short. I mean, i dont want to be a B!
she wanted those kind, like spike here spike there. piang. why is my mum so stylo milo?
I DONT WANT MY HAIR SHORT! I ONLY WANT MY FRINGE SHORT!
therefore, for self denial purposes, i try to self obsess abit, to overcome my temper.

K..so school sucked again. I failed AMATHS and SS in one day. HOHOHO.
OH YA. TODAY IS ME AND EMMA's 1st!
AWWWWWWWW. my turn to become B. hah.
So cindy pressed my ORH CEA again! kill her. haha. And ah bird such a nice girl, haha no reason, just find her nice.
Oh and i miss YILIN AND JOAN! both of u ah.tsktsk. and girlfriend
OH! and SHERMAGNE CRIED! dont cry dont cry, muikoon is here for u(:

hahah so many friends(:
Nothing much to blog about. It's raining now. And somebody should close their windows. haha
Shall end here;
will u hold me? and ask me to continue the pace with u, now and forever?
HAPPY 1st! EMMA DARLING!

2007-05-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

School totally sucks. Darn cold as it is today, and i did not bring a sweater. Grrrrr. Msg in the morning, hand was like trembling. And for class photo. I think i look sucky too.
Oh ya, lao zhang scolded me today! wtf/

LAOZHANG: 这一题的答案是什么？
ME: orh, 三 lor (which is my wrong answer)
LAOZHANG: 错！(she shouted know!) 我发现你们很不认真阿! (then she diao me)

Like who don't make mistakes? It was suppose to be my wrong answer. and i think, thats discouraging of her by kicking up a mess in class just becuz i answered one qns wrongly. Nvm,
so i carried on..and i mumbled.."fuck.."
then she said "什么是附可(which sounds like fuck) 呢？” Gosh, i thought she could hear. So crucial...haha but fun!

Oh and i failed emaths. haha knew it. Recess was fine. And slept all the way.
yupps. Nothing much to blog about.

Shall end here;
you knew it, but u pretended it

2007-05-14T20:07:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

It's another typical school day. Both me and cindy thought that school was useless today. Which is totally true! Alright. had a mini surgery this morning. By cindy and ah bird.One peeling my skin and the other beating my blueblack. Hahaa. that was funny.
Uhah! then had recess with cindy again. And i promised someone to take picture of my own food. haha here it is! honey waffle and bread pan.haha for better looking sake, i took my food with one bite. haha saw it?! hmmm! great! so now, dr ng, is my food up to standard? haha

Yeah then had english. TOILET BREAK. i feel so loved! hahaha. cuz i got piggy back by both muscular lijie and joan with infared force.haha i piggyback the birthday girl too! haha honoured honoured. Yeah and got back chem paper. I suck. from A1 i dropped to c5. wth, feel so stupid.
but at least i passed(:
Then went compass and saw odelia's mum floated pass. Damn crucial. My god. thank god they left early. oh yeah & cindy lee and chua ah meng! must tell me secrets okaye! my left and right listening ear.haha!

That's about it lah. nothing much to blog about;
i'm leaving thy heart soon..
& i dont know what i'm thinking now. u're simply too nice to me ): i wonder if it's true/hope history wont repeat.
proudly present to u my orh cea at VIVO

2007-05-13T12:54:00.000+08:00

This is not the first time already.
i know no matter what decision my final is, it still wouldn't affect u anymore. My heart's with u, and i love u dearly, but there are still more reasons for u to leave than to love. It hurts me deep..But i understand everything..I thought u'll ask me to stay, but u didn't..instead u left me further..i dont know what to do..that was a goodbye kiss for me and u. and that's gonna be our first and last meeting.what to do?..i dont know..maybe fate doesn't allow us to carry on anymore..so what can i do?..tell me..
Hope u'll be happy in this way(:

2007-05-13T12:28:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

it has been 2 days since i last blog. cuz i slept very early for the past few nights. Really very tired. Mentally and physically.

so yst. went out with fel. didn't really talk much, cos i think both of us damn tired.): I think there's some problem with my contacts, and she slept very late last night. Then, met odelia at compass first. Then went MACs for lunch. Okay..then train to marina square. aha. swensens(: nicenice(:
Then walk to suntec for emma's first month anni prezzie. haha guess what. she took the pocky and left it at the escalator! so went yakun to eat again. and that weird girl claims that she wasn't hungry but kept wanting to eat non stop. haha RMB this ah, u hit me! haha.then went bugis..damn hot lah. it was raining and i suppose the relative humidity is high. Then took 80.
And this irritating uncle keep standing in between us! haha disturb our guessing game! then, 2 indian man left the bus and we took over their place. Finally, we can sit together! haha. Then played scissors paper stone. haha it's lame i noe(: So, alighted at rivervale plaza, and walk all the way to compass. played with shadow, look at MARS and all. haha damn quiet luh. can only hear my foot step. Can see we're really tired. Then took 80 again. And nice patient sent dr lim home(:
So thats all about it! haha
However, it's damn tiring. Irritating lah. keep passing her yawn to me. hymph. make me yawn too. Yeah..Then slept, wake up, msn, sms, on the phone. Then sleep again.

Morning, i thought yilin is such a sweet girl. hmmmm i love yilin(:
So cynthia claims that she doesn't want to close her window cuz she wanted her mother to get the water bed, however, her mum was faster than her! haha slow PORK! go eat ur chocolate and FEI SI NI.
Alright. thats about it(:

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Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-13T11:44:00.000+08:00

PICTURES ON 11052007!

We're the slackest pple in the world.

AH PING! why did you tell ling lao shi that i didnt want to friend u?

They're more than words to describe

I'm happy to meet them!

I MUST BE DAMN HEAVY!

EMMA my special one(: OEI! i'm serious okaye! hahaha

WOAH! what a compatible billabong-advertiser pair!

CANDID!

THEY're the cool ones.

HEY we rock okaye

LIJIE look like a guy

EMMA my darling

PHYSICS ROCK?

I STILL LOVE THIS PIC. i'm a potential B okaye.

2007-05-12T08:36:00.000+08:00

so world;

Proudly present the sweetest couple on this earth. Emma and Sharon. Omg i love her dearly(:

And one month anni is coming! excitement! and thanks cindy for the picture!

Well, went to celebreate ah bird's birthday! It's such a wonderful, Unforgettable, surprise, BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION! i bet ah bird will cry.

haha and took many photos yst too. It's all in YP's camera.

I love jiaying, ah bird and cara. Cuz they keep helping me to peel my sunburn.

It's not painful anymore with them by my side(:

haha. And this, for the first time, i didn't really sms in class.dont know why.

and met her yst. dont know why. i feel shy.i dont know what to do):

after giving the book. i feel emabarrass.haiz why did she leave me in the first place?...

Nothing much to blog;

Shall end here(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BIRD AND ADELINE!

2007-05-09T19:37:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

Apparently, i'm just awake and i'm on a holiday mood!
3 papers tomorrow. CHEM, PHYSICS, AMATHS
I guess I wont have the mood to study all. Cuz i'm already planning for outings.
Was having SS in class and randomly told CINDY about some clothes and shoe stuffs.
No choiceeeeeeee. Bubbles are coming out from my head with mindmap thinking of after exam activities.
shermagne is such a sweet. hahaa
hmmm nothing much to blog about? i wanna stay over at mo gu's hse):
nvm. i think the biggest clique in class is damn fun(:
haha nothing much to blog about again. sigh. kind of frustrated?
i couldn't giv an answer. i didn't noe she waited for so long.and yet im avoiding every single day.
SHALL END HERE
DR CAT LIM MEOW MEOW;
so caring(:

2007-05-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

Sigh;

Why is today so tiring?
I slept early last night about 3 plus?
after i realised words that killed cant seem to make me study longer.and i broke down immediately without control.
but i'm happy for today's emaths paper.
Though i might fail, this is my first time so confident in the graph.
Nvm lah(:
Geog. Okay i guess this is the first time my mind ever went BLANK in the paper.
REALLY BLANK. thus, i just wrote my own facts on the paper. I feel so stupid.
Cindy and I were like "eh wo men slack de, kao bian zhan" Cuz those who really studied hard since two weeks ago didn't manage to finish. and they cried. I dont know how to cry in school.
So yeah. i only cry for love and getting maglin.stupid):

So mr sim claims that he doesn't like my face in classcuz i always bully him.
Haha what a good example. He is my enermy and vice versa. We hate one another.
yeah..and I really dont like today. I dont know why. I hate today.fuck.
Miss koh bullied joan. Fuck too.

After school, went compass with emma cindy lijie and ziqi. Yeah and ate lijie's bread on the way.
very nice(: but must apologise to lijie for the ugly teeth mark left on the bread. hahah
So yeah..then headed home with emma kongrui and grace. Pictures with emma dear on the bus.
Pro(:
KONG RUI(:

DARLING! it's going to be my turn to be B!

Emma says "B doesn't show teeth"

IT's us again. And i have heavy eyebags. Gonna cry soon.

When emma's getting cuter

And talking with amanda wong focing with a smile

I dont know what to say;

cuz u're the only one i love

SHALL END HERE;

2007-05-07T15:35:00.001+08:00

Everything seems to be getting more outrageous.
I dont know.
Alright..slept at 5am last nite. opps. is this morning.
But feel quite energetic though.
I Think SS sucks.
Cheat my feelings.
Everything i can rmb didn't come out one.
the more i study, the more i noe
the more i noe, the more i forget
the more i forget, the less i noe.
so why study?
Having geog tmr..I guess i gonna die soon.
Chatted on the phone last night until very late too.
Woke odelia up in the middle of night like 4.
made her faint this morning.
sorry bestie ):

Had english. and it was a free period.
Thong keep looking at me! arghhh..
Yilin doesn't seem to be happy today ): cheer up girl
LiJie also..): cheer up danzen
SO emma and i were making little fun in class today.
cuz we were bored?..
SHARON: emma my ear itchy
EMMA: ok i help u scratch
SHARON: okaye
haha seems stupid lah..

Then yeah. headed home myself.
overall, school was not about myself today.
Behind the curtains, you'll see my tears.
Shall end here
I know u dont wanna hurt me. It's the matter if we want.I'm sorry to hurt u too..it breaks my heart.I'm looking at the smses over and over again.they're just memories and nothing now.
Hope u're doing fine in exams

2007-05-06T14:06:00.000+08:00

[i woke up early, and saw my pillow wet. It's my tears that flows]
i've not only been posting on the blog.
i'm writing everything everwhere.
but just not studying.
My notes are all letters, and my book are all feelings of mine.
even unsent smses that i typed.
What am i doing? Fuck.
Tests are coming, i really dont know what to do.
Nothing gets into my head at all.
"Heart over mind, mind over body?"
thats what fork said. But seems to be heart over body.
It's so painful.
I dont blame u for everything.
I'm always online to wait for u..
I'm opening the conversation but didn't type anything.
I seem useless eh?
Fuck.

every single thing that i did cuts through my heart too.
I don't want to think so much. Cuz u had left me far...
will u come for return?

you didn't hurt me, cuz it's more than enough see u smile.

There was a myth of me,
saying every phone i change, will represent every love i had.
Today is the day i got back my phone from confiscation of 3 mths in school.
does it represent this love gonna end?

2007-05-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to make you care?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

And I wake to find that you’re not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it’s all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It’s sad, so sad

It’s a sad, sad situation.

And it’s getting more and more absurd.

It’s sad, so sad

Why can’t we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I say when it's all over?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It’s sad, so sad

It’s a sad, sad situation.

And it’s getting more and more absurd.

It’s sad, so sad

Why can’t we talk it over?

Oh it seems to me

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?

What I got to do to be heard?

What do I do when lightning strikes me?

What have I got to do?

When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

& i wont allow u to say sorry anymore.

2007-05-06T00:34:00.000+08:00

i love u )':
i just want ur happiness

2007-05-05T09:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

i guess i wont be blogging tonight! haha dont miss me peeps. ahem*
haha so yst talked to cyn online till about 1 plus? haha didn't really study eh.
And talked to odelia early in the morning. Was supposed to go changi for study session. but mama doesn't allow ):
so can see emma and ziqi are getting sad ): cheer up okaye! i'll be there for the both of you when you need someone to help(:

Yeah so retard poh slept early too. Thus didn't talk much on the phone. ): Yeah. but talked abit last night. I found out that she's more talkative than i do? (: haha hmmm she slept ard 1plus? haha i think that's the earliest time i ever see her sleep.haha as usual. i'm still the one who cant bear to sleep. until 2 plus? when i laugh like crazy over cyn's joke.

okaye. time to go. I LOVE EVERYONE! good luck for my test! and hope i will study(:
04052007<3
the sky u're looking at now is also the one i'm looking at too.

2007-05-04T18:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

school was damn boring. yeah told yilin many many secrets again. And i realised meliu doesnt like me to say "eh our friendship drift apart" haha! both gong people.
And emma's such a sweet today again. haha. i found a big family! which the creator is i dono who. haha! i'm emma's love lah. alright.
And cindy and i left one potato on our plates today. ok i'm being random here. cuz nothing much to blog!

So smsed retard poh for whole day. haha. hmm my message memory burst. haha nvm is okaye! I'm someone who doesn't delete msgs. haha

So CT is coming and i'm still as carefree. haha!
And cynthia's really getting me to LMAO. here is how she goes.

CYN; sweet escape says:
im like the tallest in my family
CYN; sweet escape says: i
dk where i get the genes from lor
CYN; sweet escape says:
i think i pick up from dustbin one

haha yes lah yes lah! sound until like so poor thing. haha =]
yeah OH YA!
and kristy, odelia, and grace came to my hse today for "study session"?
haha please lah odelia, ur study session is so wonderful (:
And kristy (: heh ur head is damn hot! i think u've got a fever! haha
And GRACE! haha stop chasing me out of my hse k! haha
YEah. nothing much to blog. ODELIA rocks? haha.
shall end here

ok so me and ODE saw this little AMK sec FAT BOY. haha. i think he was drinking bubble tea?

So kristy came my house and enjoy the luxury of my bed

Whats with my face man -_-

OPPS! haha odelia! we look like some friendster thangy right. haha

ODE GRACE AND FGMAMA

WE LOVE EACH OTHER!

you gotta find it out;

2007-05-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

Firstly, I wanna say I LOVE EMMA LIM SHI QI!! she has been such a sweet pie ever since we got together on 16April07. Awww~ I really really love emma so much ! haha Guess what! My sunburn's still killing me ): And i brought my aloe vera cream today. Thanks ah meng(: This was given by her long ago. haha. So, i was rubbing for the entire lesson. Okays, many free periods today, and i slept for 2 periods, smsed for almost whole day and study for afew minutes, listen to Meliu's MP3 for one period. Haaha and emma was so sweet. She helped me rub the cream on my hand, she did the left and me on the right. Awwww sucha sweet dear.. I love emma many!
Oh and cindy claims that recess is boring again. Yeah i ate muffin! haha, not jian fei okay!
haha and gossip with yilin for entire HY. okay. And now, i just woke up. Arghhh lazy pig! slept at 2.30am last nite after talking to retard poh (new name) for the night and doing my HY homework with that girl studying her exam with my disturbance.haha damn tired now.
shall go do english homework ):

okie can see that the the burn's getting better on my upper arm

Thanks ah meng for the cream. And thanks DARLING EMMA for applying it for me

Okk cold and fresh gel which i use it everyday for my burn(:

First day i got the burn. haha taken in chalet(:

2007-05-02T17:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

sigh. another day just past like dat. yanping didn't come, and therefore nation is not completed/:
So last night chatted with this retard on the phone till 3 plus. And i managed to wake up early this morning! amazing eh (: haha. and okie. i found out that my voice is damn "DeaH" and i like to say "noe" ending with every sentence. So, retard corrected and asked me to be more MAN. okay i think i'm trying hard anyway. LOL. anws, i want loev the bed time zhuzhu story. haha(:

okie. so today..yanping wasnt ard. and i miss her):
i remembered i laughed today. but i forgotten what it is.
and emma's being sweet for choosing a good location for our future apartment. haha.
i got serious stm. somehow, i forgotten what happen today.
overall, i feel myself stupid again.
Oh ya. i kena bird shit today. whatever. stupid bird.

shall end here:)
ur ignorance to me

2007-05-01T19:32:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

you'll still revolve no matter what. and my life still carries on no matter what! (:
so yeah. Apparently, i've only studied chem. It's a sad thing actually, cuz i've not be doing anything productive these few days, regardless of what. Okay maybe sunburn? I can say it really kills, having a hard time on my bed. I couldn't turn my body over, cuz i might rub my skin. Darn pain as it is, I had difficulty bathing and wearing clothes too. Sobs. And yeah! Shervin gave me a hard slap on my back yesterday! And that HWEE TENG! i know she was being kind by helping me to massage, but not the right time! but thanks anyway.(:

Arghhhh. but i'm so touched by shermagne, she said "我为你而心痛”awwwww thats so sweet of her. Same goes for yilin who offered to buy aloe vera gel! so nice of her. And Jiaying who kept helping me to blow my skin although it doesn't help much. And yp & cindy who act as my guards to prevent others from touching me. haha. OH! and emma! who carries bag for me...so sweeet..I LOVE YOU DEAR! haha
MELIU who ask me to drink water like crazy and LIJIE who scolded me for going for the tan.
AH bird who cared and Girlfriend who said i blushed.
And trainee who said i look like crab. Lihui who said i look like lobster. And dono whoever who said i look like malay stall MEE SIAM?
LASTLY! ODELIA WHO KEPT LAUGHING AT MY SKIN! “你很红leh” thats what she kept repeating again and again.
Andd many more!
Okay thats my speech.

So went to yishun yst with odelia. )): waited for kristy for damn long. And left at ard 7.
alright. it's kristy's birthay! so she's 15! and she can no longer say i'm old anymore!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KRISTY!
YOU'RE FIFTEEN!

shall end here;
u are the sweetest memories left in my heart.

2007-04-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

Never Let You Go

The rain just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
,If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

i like u alot

2007-04-28T08:57:00.000+08:00

The Rain has finally stop.
I asked myself, when will i ever learn to see my fails?
I'm very stupid. I think i am. I am really really stupid.

I always thought it was just by a lil bit..thus everything will pass.
Until i realised how hard every breath gonna take
How hard i try to find the pieces of broken hearts
How slow each seconds passed.
I then found, no, it wasn't just by a bit,
but the much amount of feelings i had for you..
cuz u had entered a small part of my life.
and that's the place that can never be replaced.

It's all fate.

2007-04-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

i hope the rain will stop for u.
a rainy day(:

2007-04-27T15:07:00.000+08:00

i hate you.
you're a bitch.
you should know who you are.

2007-04-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

these had past so fast.
a life with so much obstacles.
which yet to be ended.
i hate my life.
not an ungrateful thought,
but a deep scar left in the heart.
I see scratches all over..
as all were shot by a dart

these 257 days;
when i found why life must still be going on.
when i found love isn't about being together
when i found the real self letting go.
when i found to give away my love to the one that she really need.
when i found love aint an easy thing.
when i found she doesnt love me.

To me, I Love you, really a lot.
To others, these 257 days might be silly.
but it doesnt matter anymore.

It took me courages to say the first "i love u".
cuz i know the reply will be a "sorry"
but it doesnt matter anymore.

I seem to love u till the whole world knows.
but what i want is only you to know.
but it doesn't matter anymore.

I see your eyes telling me to go.
but i just want to be by your side and catch u as u fall.
but it doesnt anymore.

Now, i somehow lost contact with you.
And i do miss you.
But it doesn't anymore.

I tried to lead a new life again after loving u.
to wait for you.
I tried to smile after every tear.
to wait for you.
but it doesnt anymore.

And this moment.
i realised my life's not gonna be easy.
I had already put down the sad memories.
but somehow, something seems to enter into my life
but i noe, it's impossible.
It doesnt matter anymore...

It really doesnt matter anymore;
cuz i noe loving u aint easy

2007-04-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

so went to school early today. ready for helping out in the SYF.
so as everyone got ready, i know the war between schools to fight for the gold of honour award is beginning soon. Everyone expected a gold, but it's all gone. I was practically smsing throughout the whole journey..and my hands were quite slow cuz its damn cold. me and ziqi were like two frozen prawns sitting there, waiting for the results, and praying hard for them. Soon, as they performed, i got more worried for them. They really touched my heart. The seven minutes, not about the quality song, not about the quantity of time, but the amount of work everyone puts in. As many other schools performed, it's time for result. Everyone were prepared to stand and cheer. but as the announcer goes. AK 133 CHIJ SAINT JOSEPH CONVENT.._________. how do everyone expect us to cheer? we couldnt accept the fact
Miss asma's hardwork is gone.
Everyone was totally demoralised.

Back to school.
And i left home.
sleeping until now.
how pig can i be..
and i'm still sleepy ZZZzzzZZZ
oh well (:
Shall end here;
i see the rain bringing my care.

2007-04-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

my mood is damn good now. i dont know why too. try provoking me, i will still smile at you.
haha, today is super dumb.
okaye. school was alright. nothing much to blog about.
but i had the most boring recess with cindy today )=
we complained that today's super boring. oh well /:

after school had some ex-CCA stuffs/:
i miss my old CCA):
then went compass with ziqi yanping jiaying and cindy
soon, cindy left.
and the four of us went for apple-pie-ing.
then, yp and jiaying left.
Went SKCC with ZIQI.
Then ziqi left.
saw valencia. talked abit. shared abit. laugh abit
And finally, valencia left.

So i reached home. sleep awhile, slack awhile.
then the phone vibrated on my stomach.
IT'S LIJIE!
okaye so talked abit. shared abit. laugh alot.
and talked for abt 2hrs like dat..sinning myself for talking so much.
okaye then talked to cynthia!
talked abit. shared abit. laugh alot.
yeah haha retarded girl. 8.30 can brush teeth and sleep already.
okaye..then shared abit and hung at 11.
Then talked to cousin jj.
talked abit. shared abit. laugh abit.

SO TODAY IS ALL ABOUT TALKING ON THE PHONE!

Shall blog some pics on the way to ANGMOKIO hub ysterday![sorry it's zilian]

LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL SUN AFTER THE RAIN! the ray is very clear. very nice!

Shall end here;
i wonder if i'll like u): i hope not.cuz i'm afraid of falling again when noone will pick me up. definately only u.

2007-04-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

girlfriend played a dare and threw her socks in front, then ask a sec 1 girl to pick it up. haha funny ass. i love her!

after school went ang mo kio hub with odelia.
i see lotsa saint SNGS and angmokio sec pple/:
wonder if i see andrea sim. cuz it has been a long long time ever since i last seen her.
and michelle koh too.
And yeah..kimberly my cousin in AMK oh yeah and cynthia.
Awwwww..shld have gone round all shopping malls more often.
Maybe parkway? i miss kelly!

So took bus with odelia and took some unglam pic. Due to the over ugliness in the photo, i decided not to upload(:

Kristy, it's ur bdae in 6 days time! i miss ya(:
Shall end here;
i thought i was helping her, but what am i doing now?

2007-04-23T20:44:00.001+08:00

WORLD;

Today is kind of slack or something.
nothing much to blog.
It's a raininy day this afternoon..
And my best friend cried in front of me..
How heartbroken can i be?..i really dont want anything to happen to her.
haiz..
Oh for geog, me and cindy kept hunting for answer. damn funny lah.
Recess was sad..auntie sad..uncle stress..
so then!
Emma and i had nothing to do in english. so dear suggested to buy an apartment for our future.
LOOK! this is our condo! hahaha we shld have read the articles instead of cutting this thang out. haha. Thong did not say anything either/

So then, went to compass with emma and grace goh. waiting for that 119 for half an hour.
then met cindy yanyan ziqi row and mindy. chatted abit. then heard something sad from kongrui. cheer up dude. (= oh and that girl is damn tall...so scary..

Then went home and heard abbout this lame spammer. here's my word to you:

spammers are so lame. so no life.
58.182.12.142 .
please do some reflections on urself.
ur parents paid a computer for u to abuse the technology. how amazing.
i cheer for you okaye. (=

shall end here;
if only i dont know any sweet happenings of urs.

2007-04-22T19:24:00.000+08:00

my water bottle crack )=
looking alike;

2007-04-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEEPS;

so it's 2.4km again.
i almost cried.
cuz i wasted 10 seconds collecting the wrong tag.
and when i ran back..guess what..
i went "teacher...teacher..i'm dying...tag card..faster...faster...."
haha. sounds exaggerating..but it's over..so yeah..
i noe i could run better if i thought of something...
until the last lap, i told ziqi "ziqi..i cannot..."
i know throughout the whole run, ziqi could have run faster..
but there she's waiting for me... holding on to my hand and run..
that's when i see how deep our friendship is..
and when i really feel like giving up...guess what ziqi said.."sharon, you must run faster than her.." but it seems like, this doesn't work anymore..cuz she's already out of my mind.
i really dont know whats really in my mind now..

So after that, went for chinese oral. And i saved lihui's life. fuck that indian man.he's such a despicable teeko. stop doing it to other girls. pls lah, indian man, get a life.
Okaye, proceed to chinese oral, it's a total disaster.
The teacher said i went out of point. and guess what, i included english in it..
this is how it goes "then 他们的家长来complain lor"
but overall, i think i can get at least a pass..cuz i think it's not that bad. the thing i can rmb is “以前，大家都为了生活费而苦恼，为了养活家，养活自己，连受到教育的机会也没有，年纪轻轻就。。。。"
cant rmb.. but i remembered using some idioms to act pro..

Then, went home to sleep.
after i woke up, went AMK hub.
and i saw this orang utan thangy appearing at the nearby busstop. and i almost cried for no reason. (=
shall end here/
“every thing happens for a reason"

wo yi jing mei you lei ke yi liu le. wo hen lei hen lei le.

2007-04-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

kong rui got me into trouble .
i giv it to u. i don't want it anymore. cuz i left with no more energy to even carry on with life.
it take two hands to clap, but for me, it's just not.

2007-04-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Sigh worlddd..

It's really a boring day today, and lessons are sucha bore.
I think the one who kept me entertained the whole day was melissa liu.
morning 1st lesson, after recess 1st period (CD) and after school.
Whole day was like with meliu! Talk, laugh and whatever whatever.
Cinsy went home out of no where and i have noone to really talk to.
Haiz, really nothing to blog.
AND I MISS LIJIE BIG TIME TODAY! so does shermagne. and we COMPLAIN cuz of missing LIJIE! sadddddddd )= class is so quiet without her, especially thursday, when she gather everyone to play heart attack. Awwwwwww..

I miss lijie!

And after school, went to accompany meliu to see doctor at serangoon. Then had lunch there at MACs as well. Her doctor didn't scold her, yay! haha. then had lunch and we saw very funny people there
1) the one working in MACs. -he has got moles all over. and meliu claims that she could do geometry on his face
2) the one wearing thick specs. -act ah beng but not ah beng. and meliu claims that he looks weird. i think so too (=
3) the one wearing high pants.- he was with a bicycle, waiting for a girl. looks like it's olden days.
but guess what. he scratched his butt in front of me and mel. yuck!
4) the auntie burping behind us- she just kept burping non-stop and i find it amazing.

Then headed to hougang mall with mel and made my ez link card. then went library and i sat on the carpeted area. Gosh, it's damn comfortable and i almost lie flat on the library.
Then went home after that. And yes, we talked alot. Haiz, melissa really enlightened me alot. I chose to think of things in another way. Now, i've really nothing to say.
And everything comes to an end.
but i guess u wont care

MELIU, MUIKOON

2007-04-19T03:16:00.000+08:00

So world;
it's 3.17am now. lets see how long i take to blog.
& today was that freaking PFT day/
and Guess what. i really suck.
As expected, i will come home with disappointment results to mummy and daddy.
Maybe i carried too much hope on it, thus mislead to my mental agony, having self barrier in whatever i do. And why, couldn't i have a simple mind with nothing in it?
Exams are around to corner, and i dont seem to react anything to it. Yeah, i see everyone mugging hard, but here i am staying up late nights, not to study, but to surf on the net.
Yeah, it's so addictive.maybe becuz i'm really waiting for u to appear online. do you know i'm waiting for you all the time? and i'll really wait until the next day. And i continue to wait for you. And sometimes i tried my luck to see whether u r online by looking at ur offline status. do you know?..
That the moment i reached home, i will first open the laptop's screen, and wait, i havent on, i just want to see the screen up, and i start charging. Then surf until i sleep, and sleep until i wake up and surf again. Homeworks? ofc i'm 99.99999% distracted by this advance technology.
sigh..hopeless.

And so today, girlfriend and i went to chill. While kimneo playing puzzle bubble. wth lah haha. people got caught using phone becuz of smsing their lovers or whoever, but what a reason, that kimneo wass playing puzzle bubble. haha. So, gf and i went "eh palangi palangi" thats mrs plangi, the cooker teacher.
Then had some chatty session with gf. I realise gf's such a cute girl. haha gf is hot okaye. she can make u laugh until upside down too, haha

Yep. then had some classs photo thangy. I dont have the pictures with me right now. but it was damn fun. yeah and i think there is some problems with the pictures. i cant upload many. so vanessa foong, akina, cindy, emma and many many photos were gone.))))= i think is my phone.
so irritating.
okay shall let pictures do the job.
It's 3.43 am now. and i'm still waiting for you...

I'm the founder of SJC!

Short, medium, tall

Ai "shuai" people. At long john for lunch today

K i'm done. 3.47am.
let me be the one for you;

2007-04-18T02:45:00.000+08:00

Now, supposingly everyone's asleep, excluding me.
& I thought everything seems to get so short, probably the most significant thing i can think of now is the memories that has past.
Taking a glimspe at the NDP peeps getting ready for the performance, rushing for practises, my eyes are getting narrower toward 9thAugust.
No, it isn't an auspicious date, neither it's a special day which i look forward to celebrate singapore's a jiajun's bdae, it's the day i found myself a new life to carry on. Which is the day that i know grace.
& she's the one who let me found variety of love, not her, but i found this little world belong to me, which is the hong family which i got to know.
Perhaps it's gonna be a year soon, time really passed without waiting for us.
I witnessed so many things happened during those few months, and i witness myself getting in love with someone.
It's fate that brought me here, and me to find a way oto leave me here.

Cuz they brought out the best, a life that brought me out of the darkness.

Cuz it also brought out the sorrows, and I riding on an empty road , .

But hey. it no longer bring me to find a street of laughter,
Things seems not to be as smooth as usual where routines carry on.
No, odelia isnt with me all the time anymore.
We not longer treat one another like the past, telling one another the latest gossips and sjc news update. Instead, we were telling one another how much we want the past, how much we want to see a future that we want, and how much we can solve the pain.
No, B7A1 once vowed not to separate, but we seem so drifted now.
Remembering once we went out together, everyone waited for one sms with me, looking forward to what's her reply as emma sent out the message. I see how much they really cared for me, giving me a shoulder to lean on as i cry, giving me a hand as i fall, and giving me a hug as i trembled.
But hey, i no longer had to wait for one of that sms anymore. Cuz my goodfriend has replied.
What can i do now, tell me?
Was it my mistake to let her enter into my fate?
Or was it my mistake to think too little?
but friend, where is thy happiness?
Or should i just pursue on?
I dont know..

2007-04-17T19:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

had dental check up today.
& i feel really really really uncomfortable now.
i cant describe the feeling.
but it's as if there's a hole in my teeth.
RAHH. it's really very uncomfortable.
try rolling ur tongue in between ur teeth.
Gosh, the feeling sucks.
Haiyeer, can someone pls use a tissue and stuff inside the hole? it's so uncomfortable.

Okay, so wasted alot of time in class today.
Happy one day annivesary emma (=
i'll love you forever <3 okay we be _ _ _ _ for alternate weeks k.
oh ya, and our date is 16042007.
awwww it's so sweet (= one week after my bdae. haha.

Anw, dont side track, back to topic.
So wasted alot of time today.
Zhenzhi was teaching chinese today.
And this is the first time in history i ever ever see odelia ling jia ting so serious in chinese lesson.
and stupid LAWRENCE.i'm so damn angry at him! he diao me noe! then purposely use the camera to threaten me and odelia. bleah.

So during GEOG. mr foo didn't come.
thus, yp and joan had their mens talk.
meliu writing stuffs.
Jiaying reading stuffs.
Cindy dental
Emma pure lit.
GF dental
CARA sleeping
Yilin continue flirting
And left me! annoying pple in class.

Then had PE. guess what. i gonna bang my head on the wall and die.
my standing broad jump sucks.
Then went home.
SMS with peeps.
then sleep. sleep. sleep.
Alright. nothing to blog about.
LOVESSSSSSS.

刮风这天
我试过握著你手
但偏偏雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点

从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏风渐渐把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最後你好像说了拜拜

2007-04-15T16:50:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD;

woke up late today. and went to church with the wrong shoe. very sleepy. and took cab down. which cost me $9.50 ))= and stupid kristy still scold me for being late. Haiyerr..but i cant attend the event next week. mama doesn't allow. Yeah, so it's my third time there. Saw trina and kristy's bro. Felt quite heart warming there. But somehow, i realised people there seems to be so much younger than me. And i seem so old there. ))= haiyeer. kek sim. Yeah. didn't really behave during service. i guess ppl behind me must be irritated. haha RAH, nothing much to blog about. let pictures do the job!

I LOVE KRISTY

2007-04-14T17:50:00.000+08:00

finally, it's over.

suddenly, i miss you

2007-04-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

i'm darn tired.
could we just stop?
complain complain complain.
i didn't complain to her lor, i dont know what u guys said again.
Becuz u all have spreaded the complain until almost everyone knows.
Fine.
It's really up to you all, until we stop the fight.
aiya, i already stop.
the rest is up to you all.
But whatever u all said, i still cant admit.
becuz i dont like her at all.
i didn't put her picture in my friendster!
u all can just kill me or something luh.
i dont like her.
and i didn't find yishun pple to confront u all.
i mean i wont drag them into the problem too.
You said u guys will stop. I stopped, but have you all?
okaye, i stop here.
Again, got anything just clarify with me.

2007-04-12T21:33:00.000+08:00

i really hate school today.
i dont know what happen.
no matter who is the one who say you, i think you shouldn't insult me, really.
Insulting me = Hurting me.
i mean, i hate ppl saying me that. it hurts me very much.
i didn't shed a single drop of crocodile tear either. i didn't.
and i didn't claim that i'm her stead. i didn't.
PLMGS pple are like so far from sjc, i dont get why should u all believe them, rather than ask me in person. I mean, just scold me or whatever if i ever say anything wrong, dont insult me.I will apologise if i do anything wrong. Although i know i'm timid, but i just want to know what i do wrong. I dont like anyone. except for someone, which has got nothing to do with our school people. especially the one you all talking about. We are like good friends for 4 years at least, how would i go and like her?
I know you all hate me, cuz you all think what i'm writing now is to gain sympathy. Especially this sentence right? but i really didn't!
This is the first time i ever got into such a silly fight with you all.
Pardon me and my friend for being rude.
I say sorry and i apologise.
I mean my friend doesn't mean to say it either too.I understand why u got so work up. If i'm in your shoe, i think i will buy 1000000000 burgers and throw at that girl. But we r really sorry.
We shouldn't have do that.
I know behind you did ask us to watch out after school or whatever stuffs that i heard from other. i'm sorry again if i say something wrong again.
As a person like me, you think what will i do after school too? Go home, take bus and let bus driver scold for not bringing EZ link. that's alot of trouble to me.
I dont know what you all what also.
I want peace.
I want peace.
I want peace.
Aiya, if you all want to spam my blog you all spam lah.
I want peace..

Afterall, dont insult me. I am very sad over it.
I know you guys are going to say that i'm whatever useless person who suck at quarrel and only how to gain sympathy. but i'm not...
yeah i suck at quarrel, and i always lose.
But if i going to gain sympathy, i would have cried.

It doesn't matter who loses or won in the fight.
But it only matters when everyone can live in peace.

and i'm sorry.

2007-04-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE I HAD A VERY WONDERFUL FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

I thank god for giving me a group of friends who gave me the strength to carry on my every single breath.
I thank god for loving me and plan such a wonderful day for me.
I thank every single one in my life for loving me so hard.
I thank mummy for labouring me in such a great pain on 9th April 1992.
I thank Yilin for coming to school on monday just for me and a big kiss on both my cheeks.
I thank Ice for that unique testube which she claim that cu lu ppl like her won't do it for others.
I thank NATION for loving me.
I thank Odelia for making me excited.
I thank Ziqi for writing that long letter which make meso hao lian about it
I thank JOAN , CARA and YANPING for the 2+1+1=4 kisses in the morning.
I thank meliu for saying that i'm old.
I thank CINDY for making my birthday card and colour every single letter which makes me touched.
I thank Girlfriend for being my girlfriend.
I thank Jiaying for the jiaying bear.
I thank emma for telling me "god plan everything for us"
I thank Kristy for that listening ear which never leaves me.
I thank Lijie for giving me the feeling of _ _ _ _ _ _, but she isn't.
I thank MS KOH for making us run so hard to let me cry out my hurts today.

I thank her...for everything she has done for me..
Yst was the best she has given to me throughout my whole life.
The minute i stepped out of that very place,
what was in front of me was an unexpected surprise that i ever received.
I thought we could only sit in KFC and talk, but she has given me more than enough..
I didt want the day to end so soon, cuz there will only be one 09042007 in my life, one fiften years old, and one birthday.
But everything sure has to come to an end no matter what.
I was really really very happy..that i couldn't even cry out.
Marina, esplanade, swensen and hagen daz,
the places i will never forget just like dust..
we talked abit, and shared abit..
I realised that was the only day i look into her eyes..
That only day, that i told her how much i love her..
But it still doesn't work..
Just like what i've said, everything sure has to come to an end one day..
She told me what she seriously hope for,
and i seriously cant give for..
For that deepest love i given for..
A hug at the esplanade, and a love that i mark in my heart, that so much more than enough in my life..wishing i could share this with mum and dad, but i cant..
I realise she needs so much strength, and so much love, just so much from her..
What can i help..is to cry with her...
Give them strength, giv them love, to see them real in love...
I love her, i really do..but her heart is still hers..
I cant bear to put down..but i must..
How contraditing, i must say..
But darling told me to stay firm in my decision..
to carry on, and wait for miracles...
I'm doing this,
So does she...
I felt her pain to wait for her..
Cuz i'm waiting for the painful her too..
Wishing one day she could let me sit in front of her, and wipe away all her tears..
I believe this day will come..i really do..
Cuz i've given 80 percent of my love to the other her...
Wishing my love could bring like a cloth to wipe off her sorrows and take off her tears..
Having here, nothing to say..
Still giving a listening ear..
I'll wait for her,
Just right here..
To overcome her greatest fear..
It doesn't matter if her answer gonna be yes or no anymore..
I dont care, so long as you found what u need..
I really want to see ah meng again..
But ask the sky turns dark, it's time for her to say goodbye..
sweet and sad fifteen, had past so fast.
Like a flash, like a lightning, like a dream..
Seem so virtual, yet so true..
My last birthday wish, i kept in my heart...
And my first birthday wish, i love her with all my heart..
Now..
I just want to be your friend.
Listening to the breaking sound of ur heart..
And fixing it one by one..
Just to mend it back for you..
One fine day on the street..I see you again..
I return you ur mended heart..which will be delivered by her..
I wish that ur wishes will come true..
Till the day that i found u..
I must be old enough to tell you..
Hey, i'm still loving you..
No matter what, no matter when and no matter how.
Be happy, i know u need a chance from her..
I pray hard..for u..and ur destiny..
Happy birthday sharon, and goodbye, 14..
One last hug from you, goodnight, i love ur present alot..

我很爱很爱你
I LOVE YOU. i really do

2007-04-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

TOTAL 65 PICTURES.if your com hang. pls get it fix soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA LIU LI YUN!
you are 15! hahahaah! so old! eeyre..ah ma already. firstly, i wish that all ur wishes will come true!

OKAY! YST WAS SUPERB. I GUARANTEE EVERY SINGLE ONE RAWKS!
KIMNEO called and sounded sad )= awww..nvm we'll have more outings!
I BOUGHT A PAIR OF BOXERS FOR MELISSA LIU'S BDAE!
so fun. i think she like it alot.hahaha.

I WANNA THANK ppl out with me yst-
ODELIA- FOR BEING MY BESTIE FOR THESE TWO YEARS. MAKING ME LAUGH AND ALL.been through thick and thin with me.And thank u for attending the celebration with me. though it's quite hard for u to communicate with ppl u dont know there, just to accompany me. I LOVE U BESTIE!

EMMA-THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH! THANK U FOR INVITING ME TO UR PLACE AND STAY! AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE U GAVE! I LOVE EMMA!

CINDY- THANK YOU FOR ENDING THE FRIENDSHIP WAR WITH ME! AND REGAIN BACK OUR TRUEST FRIENDSHIP. AND THANK U FOR GIVING ME A NICE BADAE YST WITH UR PRESENCE. I LOVE CINDY

YILIN- thank you for organizing this outing throughout the week. even in SKM's lesson. u are still planning. i see ur hard work. really touched.I LOVE YILIN!

GIRLFRIEND LEONG-thank you for giving me so much love, laughter and fun. Especially the zui ba lie diao joke. thank u for loving me girlfriend.I LOVE GIRLFRIEND

CARA-thank you for making me laugh the whole day with ur TA MA DI ! haha. and thank u for all ur little things that make my day.I LOVE CARA

MELISSA LIU- thank you for having ur birthday clash into mine. i never thought we can celebrate it together in my whole life. thank u for being my bestfriend since primary 5 and busmate since primary 1. I LOVE YOU FRIEND!

JOAN-thank you for caring so much for me during the steamboat. The moment u ask me to sit down and u do the cooking. i feel so touched. i'm so blessed. haha! I LOVE TEEKO JOAN!

KIMNEO on the phone-THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME! haha Thanks for bringing ur heart along with us. I DIDN't FORGET U THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING. haha touched? I LOVE U!

LIJIE-WHO GAVE ME SUCH NICE BDAE PRESENT! AND A BIG HUG which feel like somebody! I LOVE LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI JIE!! LAOREN I LOVE U!

AHBIRD-THANKS FOR BEING SO CARING TO ME WHEN I'M BEING "PERN" by the steamboat.I LOVE YOU

START OF JOURNEY!
had hair cut with odelia at kovan.
that unprofessional auntie very extra.

YILIN WHO LOOKS SO SWEET YST

BESTIE ME AND GF

GIRLFRIEND AND ME

AND I SAW MY FAVOURITE JAIME WONG JIE NING
CRUCIFIED! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! MISSES AND LOVE <333 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_4SIJPKArLbs/RhdeS4oHqNI/AAAAAAAAAnc/kza0k4e_xWs/s1600-h/Image017.jpg">

OH MY LUCIA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO!

YILIN CLAIM THAT MY EYES ARE DAMN SMALL

BIRTHDAY GIRLS!

I LOVE MO GU!

KBOX FUN!
MEL WORE BOXER!!!

GIRLFRIEND NOE HOW TO SING FROM DIAPHRAGM

KIDDY FUN!

LIJIE JOINED US! AWWW THIS IS SWEET

ODELIA feels so sleepy

GF!

WE SMILED

CARA KEPT EJECTING THE SONGS AND GOT SCOLDED BY US

ODELIA AND I

THREESOME

LIJIE GAVE US THIS

HOW CUTE WE CAN BE

MRT

met cindy at marina. then waited for emma. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

STEAMBOAT

LOVELY PPL GAVE US CAKE!

SHE IS 172 cm tall!

and i'm tip toeing until my toes are swollen

MRT HOME!

2007-04-04T20:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD!

dun really have nice pictures today.
shall use words to describe today.
had some parallurtagy thangy.
chatted abit with cindy and emma.
then had amaths. sure fail. cos i'm the last to finish.
ookay and i had some unglam pictures of lijie. that lao ren.
then had SS amazing race thangy. i did most of the qns lor! wah damn tired. but anyway, KIMNEO kept eating and smsing like noone's business! haha! wth i was writing and she was feeding me with food. then AVRIL and ERIN tried very hard to help me find green paper. overall, we stroll all the way.
Then had emaths. as usual. chat with liu liu xiao.
Then had table tennis. quiet.........
After that..chatted with that two emo ppl. NEH NEH SA and JOAN.
so sad..i poked my hand with needles..ouch so pain..
neh neh must thank me for helping her tie her ribbon..so pain....
then went home. reached abt 7.10. okay. thats a boring post.
shall end here. i'm not stupid. i know ur motive. don try to play with me when i stopped the game which u caused a million hurts.

VICTORIA that who always ask me to pay money for 10yrs series

LIJIE! dun try to bully ah! i send this photo to police station then u noe. ABUSE! haha

LIJIE! SIT PROPERLY!

OUTSIDE SCHOOL with jelly.

2007-04-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY
JILAKA BODOH
TAN JUN QIAN!

2007-04-03T20:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.

school has been nice.
had maths test today. and i think i'll fail. i kept thinking of meliu's 80% thangy. haha. MR TAN, it's a wrong decision to make us draw lots to sit tgt. haha.
HAd some chatty session with girlfriend..and some plannings with cara and yilin.
Then had PE. i feel so tortured by miss koh. she's so scary. so u noe, cool ppl doesn't mourn and groan. so i shall stop complaining. haha. BEST thing was with AKINA! omg. i love her! we did so many jump-and-clap thangy. And we manage to do the most! haha kiasu mah. cnt meh.
Then had ASSY..emma said something so touching to me...aww so sweet.
And went compass to meet odelia and grace. Had a great laugh over some things.cnt rmb what.
Okay shall let pics to do the job.

EMMA's .

HAVING SOME TOILET FUN after getting changed.

LOOK at them. haha

my EMMA oh my EMMA. going to get changed into PE t/

OUR 21st century tall BUNG

KFC

MY FAIRYGODSON <333333

2007-04-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOG!
it's another boring day today.
yst was oh-so-wasted day becuz april fools doesnt fall on school day!
well, i still have got much to blog.

Class was so quiet..i think bcos yilin and prissy didn't come..
same as cindy and adeline too.

Recess= got a great laugh with vanessa and akina over some canteen uncles stuffs.
'
English= was the worse of all. bcos thong pick on nation. well he said "finally, i see some quality in your grp work" wth. and he asked me to wash my face cuz i looked sleepy/: so yeah
so tired.

Chem-played alot with lihui. learned quite alot today. i heard different styles of burpping. haha wth.

After SCHOOL!!!
Went hougang mall with cara and saturday outing clique.
lunched at ichiban. total cost $30.70
Then cara left.
and we went MCdonalds.
Then library and left home with lihui/
Shall let pictures do the job

Thanks yanping :DDD

Just looking how childish we were. haha

Everyone look here!

FORM OF ART.look at lihui joan and ah bird

kids at library should obeserve silence. tsk.

Teeko hui and koon. emo

DARLING CARA <33333

SUSHI!

JIAYING eating cucumber again. forever like dat.

mine, cara, yanpings.

HAPPY FRIENDS

I LOVE SATURDAY OUTING PPL! THE TEEKOS!

2007-04-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

TEEKOS OUTING!
Went kovan to meet yanping at 2.30.
then headed to compass and meet them.
And jiaying claimed that the bus broke down.
WTH! hahaaha.
Then took MRT to D.G and went plaza sing.
Queued for movie tickets. but all were sold out.
So well. walked to cathay. but the time slot is too late for curfew peeps.
So walked ard like normads.
Sat on the bench and ate potato chips. Having fake movie.
Then walked back to PS and went TCC.
Had some drinks there.
Came ziqi and row.
Then jy and yp left with them.
left me bird joan lihui.
played truth or dare. Oh my god.. this is how it go.
For JOAN's dare is to ask the waiter- "eh how much is the tiramitsu?"
Waiter: erm it's 6.90
Joan: EH SO EXPENSIVE! that time i see is 6.80 only leh! so ex. dun wan buy already lah!

For lihui- is to press the bell three times and run back to her seat.

For bird- ask the person to off the cafe's light. cos it's too glaring.
HAHA!

Okay then Lihui left. sent her to busstop.
Awww left me and that both finance.
SO..we sat in one very dark corner and chat..
Until abt 9..left home. kk..let pictures do the job now!

UNDERWEAR!

RANDOM!

YANPING took the only song i played in my whole life.

I'm not fat! is the ppl there skinny. OUR FAKE MOVIE.

ESCALATOR
'
CHEERS

Yp AND JY

NATURAL SIA!

LOOK HERE!

TEEKO LOVES

HELLO!

SHE GAVE ME BITTER COFFEE JUST TO SEE MY REACTION! WALAU!

HEY WHCIH BOY IS THIS!

THEY TRIED TO COVER MY WONDERFUL BODY!

SPAS!

THERE CAME ZIQI

TAAA Daa

OH I LOVE HER!

AND ROW ROW!

OUR SMILES!

AND THEY LEFT.

SO CONTINUED THE PICTURES!

BIRDY AND ME. and two extra fingers

SHE WAS SAYING ORRRH HOR

And i think lihui is in love. stop kaypoing joan.

HEEE!! my birdy!!

WE

CAUGHT YA!

LOVE!

AH HUI!

GIRLFRIENDS

SINGAPORE NEXT TOP MODEL

PHOTOGENIC HUI!

TOILET

BIRD

BYEBYE HUI!

IT's late! GOT TO GO AH MA's HSE!

HEY THATS A DECENT ONE

LIHUI HAS LONG LEGS

CAN U PLS LOOK UP?!

LOOK SO MOTHERLY

THREESOME with one ah pek

LAST PICTURE!

I LOVE TEEKOS!

2007-03-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

And life still has to carry on.

Happy stuffs do happen,
but i'm not in the mood to blog.

FIRST tuesday's assembly talk focuses on the school image.
*every single SJCian is a walking advertisement of the school. [quite lame]
*the public complained to SJC saying that we are:
-Ah lians [which shouldn't be me]
-Loud and Rude
-LESBIAN SCHOOL

that's cool. though it's not. Yeah. I think the person who complain is abit sua ku or smthg. Since primary 4 in OLN, SJC's reputation has been bad, i was told whoever stepped into this school will turn crook. Thus, i was practically so amazed. I think i suck in the past (:

SECOND
Wed had amaths quizzes.
first time ever in my life have i like AMATHS lesson.
i think my impression of miss ong changed. she can be so nice, giving us sweets, fulfiling our request of having a fan in the class, so that emma won't complain again. and nation will get a cooler environment. how nice is miss ong. i think she rock.

THIRD
Thursday had a wonderful rainy day.
Played with cindy during CD lesson.
Kinda lame, i think if we don't refer to the card and say in our hokkien piang way, it would be better.
Emma and I met our Japanese flag, and this is our second day.
After school went to Hougang and meet seller, she was late for oh my gosh 2hrs! and guess what, i wasnt angry. Cuz i met junqian! oh my..I miss her damn much. Talked alot. I really really miss her. ): sad.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

MY FAIRYGODSON

GRACE NG <333

dun be sad anymore, must be strong like fairygodmama.

Faiygodmama can pass thru this stage,

you can too.

Cuz u r my fairygodson.

May god bless you [oh i'm holy again]

I just hope everyone will be happy.

2007-03-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

I DESERVE THE FALL..

a news received, and an sms came.
both at a go.
it pricks just that day
A mountain of lies that i gave you,
A river of tears that u had cried
I know i had hurt you so..
I'm sorry but apologies cant do the job.
Now Whack me hard, Hate me deep..
what i hope
is to see u smile
tell me a million ways to stich ur broken hearts.
I'm no longer ur darling so.
It's fault that i had made.

Hate me now for goodness sake..

If this could cover those infinite hurts that i gave u,
take my life,
I choose my name,
to be first on the suicide list..
I'm sorry for everything..
my dearest, i don't beg for forgivness..
but i beg for u to be happy..
You might think what i say is all the lies..
But this i swear..
I always want to see u happy so..

Sorry for everything..
I deserve to die.
For all my sins and mistakes made..
Sorry.

2007-03-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

Shimin, this post is for you.

I smiled more.
"(=" look at this smiley.
You are the one who smiled in the way,
and i followed you so.

From the first and last sms, you gave me countless of smiles..
From that very day, i realised how impt is each and every of your smiles to me.
Each time, before bed, you told me to smile,
I took everything seriously to heart. And i smiled. (=

Having odelia to complete my task everyday to know more about you,
i guess it's going to complete soon.
I remembered the days of me asking her to make miracles and everything..
Days passed,
I knew miracles doesnt exists at all..

I'm not good at words,
i do not know how to write in a manner such that i will show u my true heart.
7 months passed.
Seemed so fast, but yet so slow.
My feelings is running a race with me
I ran very very very fast to meet yours..
I guess, i really love u so...

Now,I learnt to be very strong.
I'm not like the past,
Thinking love is to get both parties tgt..
I overcome everything.
Yeah, you are part of my grown up life.
You are my strength of holding each day
My heart do bleed, but i dont feel hurt..
Memories that flew, Wishes that past,
"ah meng" isn't what we use to call anymore..
But lets promise,
no matter what.."small ah meng and big ah meng" will be kept in our hearts forever.
I know you will becuz this is the origin of "ah meng"
I know you will becuz this is unforgettable
I know you will becuz we will be good friends forever.

I dont want you to worry that i am crazy or what.
I can tell you i'm really happy for you and her now.
Everything is fated, i know..
If i am able to twist the fate,
i will definately wait for you..
Until you really tell me you love me too.

Thats all, i hope u and her can be really happy.
If not i will feed you cockroaches soon.
Read this or not, I love you,

Goodbye, ah meng.

2007-03-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

TILL THE END

All this precise moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night

I don't know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share

In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be
with you until the very end

In this world
There is no place I've never been
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through the all
I know you come to see
That you are the one
till the end (We'll always be till the end)

All my friends around me
Say you ll be gone too soon
Baby, I'm gona make them see
We'll find out way back home

2007-03-24T23:25:00.000+08:00

I blogged.

I'm very very busy with my shop now adays.
Hardly, do i have time for anything.
Homeworks not done..everything everything.
it's raining again.
my heart seems to cry along with the rain.
dont know why.
my heart seems to be entangled by many knots.
i tried to fix it, it was almost done..
but it went entangled again.
i dont know what's bothering me.
it's so irritating.
Richard suggested to move house.
How amazing.
But i'm so old fashion. i prefer my small and cozy house now.
nothing much to blog.
shall end here
Just for you, i sing this song, Till The End

2007-03-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD! :DDDD

i'm so fcuking pissed with that lao zhang.
-firstly, me and emma were punished by standing outside for going late for lessons. [actually quite fun though]
-secondly, whole class was punished by standing up doing corrections
-thirdly, juliana was accused
-forthly, she uses a sacarstic tone to ask us if our legs are tired. and hey, guess what. she grabbed a chair and sit in front of us to show the comfort of sitting on a chair. and added "zen me yang, lei bu lei ah" haha.

lastly, she's such a bitch.

Hmmm school was okaye today.
we had some letter box thangy.
haha, played ard with it.
yeah..
nothing much luh.

no mood to blog :)

SHALL END HERE!
if only u were the one who blew the fifteen candles with me

2007-03-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

IT's raining now.
time:00.00
date:21/3/07
and my heart is bleeding

2007-03-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

I Thought this will only happen in drama series. when cars are smashed into pieces and all.
windows broken and everything. but hey, guess what. I GOT ROBBED IN MSIA YST. BUT erm. actually i wasn't in the car. lol.

MORNING
set off at nine. IT WAS a bright and sunny morning as RICHARD set off to MSIA with me, mum, jerry and grand aunt. EVERYTHING was so fine.

Malaysia check point. RICHARD was deciding which lane to go to. so he decided to stay in the middle lane. LOL.

Singapore checkpoint. RICHARD chose the long queue lane!! ARHH!!

OH-KAY! so we reached Malaysia in 1 hrs time. First stop was ofc my dearest home! okay i got so messy and untidy after reaching there. but nvm! haha.

got some self-obession with the purple staircase. hahaa

Then took pictures with JERRY!

And richard's innocent face. -__-''

THEN, proceed to auntie's hse. The place where my DAD's car got smashed and robbed.

I seriously think they deserve to die you know. Really. My handphone, dad's cash card and bluetooth, his sunglasses, my chinese book. tissue box. yeah, and many more. cant remember. like wth, what's the problem with them. My father didn't wash car for so many days, and they still got attracted to it. They cock eye or what. Next time if they get caught by police. i will stand aside and throw rotten eggs at them. HURR! OR-BI-GOOD. stupid robbers! pls lah. cover ur face with some stockings or paper bag lah! let me see ur stupid face for what! RICHARD will get the police to arrest u some day, and i hope u will punish to learn ur lessons! HURR! i'm so fucking angry. haiz but what's done was already done, cnt mend back the broken pieces of my dad's precious car. I swear he is damn sad. i can see from his face. He didn't even want to take a look at jerry. haiz..poor dad..and poor me...

okay afternoon. reached auntie's hse and watched TOM-and-JERRY with my nieces there.

Then is my grandaunt again. Getting interested in zi-lian-ing with me

Then look at richard's face on my niece's full-month day.

he was really damn sad. His car... haiz

Okay take a look. These are all plastic sheets okaye. We are very poor thing. People turn and look at our car. so special. made of plastic sheet windows. and our plastic sheet was flying, looks funny. But haiz, stop the nonsences and craps. It's a tragedy. I hope richard doesn't get too sad over it.. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))=

BACK HOME!

))))= SHALL END HERE

2007-03-16T01:00:00.000+08:00

Looking at the world now, my heart is in a total soreness.
Everytime when starting a new life, I opened up the window, looking at this outside world, but it always rain, and never stop.
Living in this agony, i decided to end it many times, but i just couldn't.
Feelings come and go. But love will always stay.
Looking at the people running towards me on the starting of my school life, cheering me up, i've nothing to say, but only a word of gratitude.
I know that the only way to repay them is to stop being such a emo person and lead a happy life that i used to be, but i cant.
I'm struggling hard everyday to fight through my 24 hours without my life ended but it seems more difficult each day.
MSN..i will hear grps of friends asking me how am i feeling and all, can i not cry or do i just sigh?
Cold wars between friend, had she ever thought of how i feel?
And you, i know u hate me. and i hate u too.
So friend, are u happy too?

WORLD.
i really love someone real hard.
that she will nvr understand :(

2007-03-14T19:27:00.000+08:00

so bored at home.
i'm like a nanny carrying a baby everywhere.
i think the opposite block ppl will think i'm crazy making funny faces to the baby whole day long.
oh well [:

btw.after seeing yanping's blog. i suddenly recall what happen yst. it goes like this.
Emma's smell came to my nose. and i realised that she smells like dearest.
so everyone began smelling one another in the comp lap.
EMMA- smells like her!
JOAN- smells like SHARK
YANPING- smells like washing machine
JIAYING- smells like mothball
MELISSA LIU- smells like book
YILIN- smells like adidas

look at how adorable the bunch od us are.

i wish i could have a dog at home.
not becuz i love dogs.
becuz i want to tell the teacher that my dog ate up my homework.

SHALL END HERE!

2007-03-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

okaye.was having some fun camp today.
they called it as "bung camp" LOL.
reached sch at 7.30.First person i see is emma.smiling hard at me pointing to netball.
haha. After attendance taking for CCA camp, it's time to proceed to MATHS CLASS!
it wasn't so enjoyable. but thank god i could have the luxury of the air con early in the morning.
i was practically talking to yanping, wasting time, smelling emma's smell rather than doing decent stuffs in the comp lap. oh well. i'm so so in a holiday mood. i havent do finish any of my cheena homework yet.

And PEEPS. i swear the CAMP was a total fun.
but i missed out the netball fun.
okaye. i realised peeps in netball CCA were quite nice.
so bonded. so fun. so hilarious. so ENTERTAINING.
and ROWROW tgt with ZIQI were practicallly singing rock song. okaye finally, i LOLed.
and stupid tay was so realistic. took my food and ask for answer. WORSE. throw ping pong balls at me. HURR!
okaye. after everything. we shouted across downstairs to some NPCC ppl. calling people MaaM everywhere. ROW was super funny. she shouted "GO DRINK WATER MAAM".and i laughed. haha.

Had some counseling session with ziqi.
just like ZZgoh. i found new perspective in my life too.
If everything is perfect to me in life, and i when have everything, it means nothing.
Becuz if i had everything, i will no longer have any aims. Life still carries on as usual..and seems to be so dull..what can we long for when we had everything in life? Wouldn't it be boring?
And when the day i'm on my deathbed, flipping through my life stories.. i can only see regrets in my life. hating myself for the sins i've made.

Things happen unexpectedlly..
4 days means alot to me..
giving me so much time to think abt everything.
maybe everything is too empty to me nowadays.
but yet, so complicated.
i'll let nature take it's course no matter what.
let god arrange for everything..

shall end here.

2007-03-10T12:38:00.000+08:00

zai jian ba wo de zui ai, ni zhen de shi wo de hui yi.
wo xiang ni, zhen de hen xiang ni, bu zhi dao ni xiang wo ma.
qi shi wo hen ai ni, ni zhi dao ma, zhi shi ni kan bu dao~

wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong

ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.

wo ai ni , dao ni hen hen di.
ke shi wo yi zhi zai xin li
fang qi ni dan wo zuo bu dao
ni zhi dao wo nan shou ma

wo yi xin yi yi
dan shi wo di
an li que shou bu yao ju li

wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong

ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.

wo hen ni zi si, hen ni jue qing, hen ni ceng jing fang qi wo
wei shen me hui yao wo nan guo
ni bu keng jie shou wo
dan shi wo zhen de bu hui wang yuan hui dao ni
wo shang xin, wo nan guo, wo ku de gan kuo
ni zhi dao na zhong gan jue
zhong wei rao zhe wo
wo shi guo bu qu xiang ni
dan wo zhen de nan shou
wo zhi xiang gao su ni
wo yong yuan de ai ni
wo que wang ji bu liao ni

2007-03-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD- [this is my 100th post]

HAPPY 4th yr 4th mth anni :DD
alright.i shall begin with yesterday morning.
actually planned not to go to school.
becuz i lost my house t-shirt.
but i still went.

what an unlucky morning with a stupid scolding from miss iris teh.
DURING MORNING PRAYER
Praying, and ROWROW suddenly appeared beside me. So as you know, this is normal human reaction. ofc u would have moved your body abit when u are shocked. just moved abit.
Praying, and i felt someone using pen to poke me.
i knew something was wrong.
So i turned back. miss teh pointed to me and ROWROW. and said.
"i want to see both of u after this. AFTER THIS"
WTH.
MISS TEH : why are the both of u exchanging, luaghing, smiling, talking? are the both of u catholics?
SHARON: we didn't talk.
MISS TEH: i was just standing right behind and i saw the both of u exchanging. do u know what are the both of u wrong at?
ROWROW: LAUGHING [which was not true at all]
SHARON: not praying [but i did]
MISS TEH: so you think i'm so unresonable for not letting you all smile?
ROW AND SHARON: no [but we think it should be yes, becuz it's normal reaction to smile]
MISS TEH: so what are u all going to do?
ROW AND SHARON: sorry miss teh. we will not smile.
MISS TEH: i feel so irritated when i'm praying. imagine you are chanting in ur religion and people disturbed u. how will you feel? irritated right? GO BACK. i dont want to see it again. [and she frown all the way from us to her car]

what the hell. EXCHANGING? she thought christmas isit? we just gave one another the "eh. u are here. i'm shocked." that expression only what, we didn't laugh talk and worse, EXCHAGING!!!

nvm.ROWROW. we should celebrate our anniversary for letting her scold for no reason.

OK then we proceed to hall for feast day mass.
i swear it was damn fun with emma ziqi ROWROW grachgoh and more!
they rock the hall so much. alrite..then had some gospel singing competition.
i realised i like the song "Above all" so much.
i suddenly miss JAIME WONG alot alot.
oh well.
Then got back my results slip. i suck okay. okayokay say no more!

then went around the whole singapore to borrow house tshirt.
borrowed from cindy. in the end i wore irfana's.
thanks CINDY! <3333

Then went to YCK stadium for SPORTS MEET.
tgt with big big grp of friends.
we rock the bus too.
DURING SPORTS MEET.
i love st emilie.
i love 3E.
both got 2nd. Wheeeee :]
But..
i witnessed so many tears there.
my bestie odelia and my bestest emma..
don cry don cry...

AFTER SPORTS MEET.
met some buyers with odelia.
on the way there, saw some funny ppl on the MRT
1st person- he was very very very immersed in his phone conversation. i cant explain..but it's damn funny.
2nd person- a woman sleeping 180 degrees flat on the mrt seat. i cant explain. but it look as if she was sleeping on the bed will pillows and bolsters. damn funny.
on the way home, saw soh huiting.
CHATTED ALOT.
LAUGHED ALOT.

i'm very tired after that.
))=
miss u so much..
wonder what u r doing in the camp now..

2007-03-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

ABOVE ALL

Above all powers,
above all kings
Above all nature
and all created things
Above all wisdom
and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Above all kingdoms,
above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth

Crucified,
laid behind the stone
You lived to die,
rejected and alone
Like a rose
trampled on the ground
You took the fall
and thought of me
Above all

2007-03-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD )))))))))=

like what clara said. lies and deceit. its powerful thing.
i'm not trying to imply on anything ard me.
but in my own relationship.
i feel so tired now..
very very very tired..
i got cheated again and again..
i've put up thru many things..
i gave up my friends for u..
but what i get back in return is all the hurts..
u broke my trust, again and again.
u torn my heart.,chronically..

XXXX says:
time and again she break ur trust, u gradually don see point of trusting her any longer

i agree..
even ur best friend could understand how i feel..
i'm really very very tired..

2007-03-05T21:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD :DDDDDDDDDDD

i'm posting some pictures taken two weeks ago, went i went to the euro park funfair with my beloved ones.

and fucking LAOZHANG.
i did homework until so xin ku over the weekend and she just ask us to mark the paper ourselves using the answer sheet. STUPID!
Alrite and for zuowen..i got no ling gan okay. and is she a pervert or what? if we cant get 75 marks above for compo, we must rewrite again again and again until we get 75 marks. please lah. i'm not genius okay. and ur expectation is just far too high.

whatever. i did something kind today. that is, i forgot to pay for my noodles. and i went back to giv the uncle my money. although he didn't praise me for my integrity, but i feel happy though. ((=

shall end here

AFTER THE VOLTEX RIDE

so sweet

2007-03-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

it's sunday.

rainy sunday

i hate sunday.

cuz tmr need to go study.

and there's lao zhang's lesson tmr.

i hate her.

gonna hate her till i graduate.

it's raining heavily now.

very heavily.
haiz..so emo.

shall upload some pictures took yst.

sorry darling.

we shldn't have quarrelled.

i understood how much u love me.

2007-03-03T23:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY TOGETHER

Imagine me and you,
I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
Ta think about the girl you love,
and hold her tight.
So happy together

If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world would be
So very fine
So happy together

I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It has to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

If I should call you up
Invest a dime
and you say you belong to me
and you are mine
imagine how the world could be
so very fine
so happy together

I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody
but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
For all my life....

Call you upease my mind
ease my mind
ease my mind

I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

2007-03-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD =DDD

out with cindy ziqi ahlongtau and ODELIA!
kinda bored
everyone look gorgeous.
yeah.hmmm.
nothing much really happen today/

no homework mood. [haha cindy]
no mood to blog.
shall update tmr

i will run infinite miles to catch that flown away balloon.
which is just for u.

2007-03-02T22:02:00.000+08:00

1st MARCH

hello world;
it's like the first day of the month.
and time seems to pass so fast.
LESSONS were boring again.
i hate chinese.
i hate lao zhang.
that's what i can say.

AHHHH during CD.
me and emma were like going against the school rule, sitting just right beside MR TAN!
FOR MY CASE
imagine the picture ok..
i was holding up the paper to block myself from letting mr tan see me eating pocky.
and emma helped by feeding me with the pocky.
can u imagine how stupid we were at that time? haha
AND FOR EMMA'S
ok lets see how it goes..
emma was trying all her ways to use handphone without mr tan's attention.
so..
the first way she tried- tell mr tan that the floor is sticky..and ask him not to sit beside us.
the 2nd way she tried- go toilet use phone
the 3rd way she tried-and me to bend up and down, left an right, to cover her. haha that was really really stupid.

did some personality test thing and had a great laugh over it.
yup yup yup.

After school, helped emma to do some house stuffs. ya ya.. and chatted with lijie in the canteen.
LAO REN AH LAO REN..zhen shi kaypo ah..
keep asking asking and asking...sigh.
Then bused home with lijie..
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!
we were doing some debate against one another.
obviously, i lost! hahaha.

OK SHALL END HERE!

2nd MARCH
chinese suck up again.
YAY cindy! LETS REJOICE! no more rushing homework! it's friday today!! yay!
thank u yanping for buying me the expensive muffin.
and i'm tolerating that bossy person.
don climb over my head ok.

ok luh. ACTUALLY NTH MUCH HAPPEN!
after school stayed back for awhile. talked to grace goh emma and ziqi.
CHIA JUNRU almost confiscated my HP again! shit lah. she's damn scary.

i'm in pain now. muscle ache, everywhere also pain.

SHALL END HERE ('_')

2007-03-02T02:19:00.000+08:00

WORLD;

i'm now in a despair..
and who can get me out of the nightmare..
the world's so unfair..
giving me the least welfare
that long desire..
had turn into a short dream..
and that great admire..
had turn into a big liar..

now my surrender.
my feelings struck me just like thunder..
everything seems short..
yet so long..

who can understand how i feel?..
noone..
i'm not being emo now..
but i feel very sad..
its 3 hours plus to school..
now it's 2.30 am..

we quarrelled, we hurt and we bleed..
how do i mend ur broken pieces of heart
and how do u clean my countless of wounds?..

i don't know..

now friend;
u cut me thorough
our sorrow yst..
marks the ending today..
leaving a scar to us everyday...

i am sad again..

tell me what to do.....

2007-02-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

i still cant get over all my maths result.
indeed i failed all.
i felt happy then.
but i do not feel happy now ))=
i want a maths tution.
but richard doesnt allow.
he said i use too much phone.

now i say i cant use phone.
but u r angry.
and u told her that we will drift apart if we don't talk.
and u just said "fine, then dont call.."
what can i do?..
i need time for homeworks too..
i cant use the phone every min and sec once i stepped home.
i guess after reading this u will say "fine then don't call anymore"
can u understand me just a little more?..
as long as we love each other..
we won't drift away without talking on the phone..
unless u really need someone who can stay by ur side for 24 hrs...

i feel so stress.
just stuck in that corner.
could anyone pick me up?

2007-02-27T21:15:00.000+08:00

i failed AMATHs.
and i'm HAPPY :DDD
thank u yanping for helping me to do my SS homework.
really thank u loads.
what to blog about?..
nothing much happen..

OHHH! laughed alot during chinese class wif ZIQI.
stupid odelia. pang seh me.
hmmm..PE was kind of slack. just did standing broad jump and thats all.
Cara made everyone laugh by jumping over and over again.
Ng yilin was like,
she swing and swing and swing for the whole day.
but she still did not jump in the end. lol wth -.=''
Miss koh was very nice =)))
she patted my shoulder and said "good good"
haha so nice! although i think i jump like shit.

Monitor investiture.
CONGRATS EMMA -our nation. LOL
and lao ren li jie. charmaine the great. and VICTORIA
your pinafoe is HEAVIER!
hahaha. netball is cheering for u below!
woohoo!
BE HAPPY!!
don be sad!
always see u so emo in school.
and u will say "wo zhi shi bu yao jiang hua er yi lah"
don be sad =]]

2007-02-26T19:52:00.000+08:00

YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK
YOU SUCK

YOU SERIOUSLY SUCK!

2007-02-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

yes dear.
love u too..
((=

i'm now very tired.
yanping jiaying cindy and meliu who came late just went home.
quite fun luh.
i cook noodles for everyone.
(((=

very tired/
lazy to blog..

2007-02-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY 23/2
lessons were super damn boring.
and LAO ZHANG gave us zuo wen to write.
wth. damn busy lah.
alrite. English was all abt debating
which i dont understand anything at all.
EMATHS is worse! i hate emaths.

Night. went EURO FUNFAIR.
that was DARN FUN!
ok met MINDY SHARMAINE CINDY ROWROW and BIRD.
laughed alot.
mindy claimed that she saw a boy fainting on the ride.
haha.
so...interesting part comes.
I WENT TO TAKE VOLTEX. the 360 degrees ride.
that was damn shiok man!
my hear was like dropping already.
and i saw one botak uncle from the top.
and i felt like was eating his head when screaming.
that was damn shiok.
walau!! SHIOK!!

then.dearest sent me home after that. so sweet...
but that "boyfriend" diao me..
HERR! haha.
thats all for today!
i love you dear

SATURDAY 24/2

DAMN BUSY!
Went COUSIN's hse and bai nian.
JIAJUN wasn't at home. ah gim said she's at camp. haha oh well.
so i was rather lonely luh. cos noone to talk to.
so ran up and down the 4 storey hse.
walau. damn wealthy lah.
took many many pictures.
and yeah!

Night. went dinner with FAMILY at WU ZHAO PAI resturant
very nice. lao yu sheng and all.
not bad.
took many many pictures too.
Ok damn tired.
GOODNITE!

lets love one another hard<3

WOOHOO!

JIALI's CELLO

JIAYAN's room

ENEN in jiali's room

LOOK! this is my cousin jiajun's room! how nice man

STUDY table

richard trying to act sweet wif me

WADS WIF THAT FACE

ENEN!

YAY!

SHOES!

2007-02-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

CNY 2007 PICTURES!!

SISTERS!

CUTE JERRY BOY

RICHARD THE GREAT!

WOOHOO!

ME IN THE CAR!

SAIMA's FAVOURITE LION DANCE

6th AUNTIE

ENEN SO SWEET!

KAIJIE!

ENEN!

OLDEN DAYS

ME AND 2ND SIS

ME AND CUTE BABY JERRY

US AGAIN

ACT CUTE!

I'M FINALLY TALLER

JIAJUN! WOOHOO

AUNTIE!

2007-02-22T18:41:00.003+08:00

I SLEPT IN CLASS.
-stop that insult.

GUYS SUCK

2007-02-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

I SUCK!

I FAILED EMATHS.
I DID STUDY.
BUT I STILL FAIL.
WONDERFUL!
ISNT IT?
FUCK ME!

2007-02-20T17:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD (=

it's the 3rd day of CNY/=
which means school's reopening tmr.
and u could see stacks of homework undone on my table.
or rather, worse, in my bag left untouched.
Common Test is over! But my life is still as busy as ever.

Went woodland 4th Uncle's hse and Sengkang 2nd auntie's hse yst.
ate quite alot.
i guess i'm getting fatter and fatter.
but nvm.
once in a yr. shld be alrite isnt it.

Talked to cousin jiajun and jiayi yst.
i realised something..
all my cousins names r started with "jia"..
so for e.g "jia jun, jia yen, jia li, jia hui, jia yi, jia..."
hahaha.
what happen to my name??!!! lol. maybe DAD wanted to be unique.

i realised my cousins are just that wonderful friends to me.
i don't know why.
haha.maybe we grew up tgt since young.
they are very good listening ears to me.
((=

BTW..
chatted with XINYI too.
almost cried out loud.
Awww i miss OLN days.
I MISS KELLY
I MISS QIAN
I MISS XINYI
I MISS ESTHER GOH

nothing much to wirte
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-02-19T11:42:00.000+08:00

OH PEEPS. i'm here to blog!
WOODOODOO! -.="
alright.shall blog for FRIDAY!

FRIDAY 16/2
it has been so memorable for me =((
2D finally get tgt and perform again for the whole school.
the last one was "hang tua" skit. which was all the way in sec 1
it's still not the end yet.
as long as we get tgt and sing "qi ge long dong qiang dong qiang"
the front sang "qi ge long dong"
and the back joined "qiang qiang qiang"
it sounds stupid, but however,
it really needs that much amount of coordination.
and i trust 2D will make it in no time.
becuz we had our macho GOH ZZ. haha.
and we did!
sincerely, i would like to tell 2D I LOVE U ALL!!
okay stop the emo part.

after school. went rivervale mall with yp jy bird lihui joan and meliu.
so me jy yp and lihui were in sakae sushi having lunch, while mel and joan went for hair cut.
so we waited waited and waited..
until we see one mushroom and one primary school kid jumping out.
IT'S JOAN AND MEL.
oh my god. they look so kiddy!! oh well.

after that, took lrt wif yp..
then change to mrt.
went bugis and find odelia and ziqi.
AND WHAT THE FUCK.
my handphone's battery was FLAT.
and i LOST my EZ link.
so couldn't reach anyone's contact.
i know everyone were damn worried for me.
I'm sorry all...

Then went raffles to meet sis,
and proceed to fareast.
went blossom and bought some new yr clothes.
and shop till 10 plus.
reached home at 11 plus.
and i quarrelled with the bus driver.
lets not talk abt this.
good night.

SATURDAY 17/2 new year eve
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND
LIU XIN YI !!!!
AHHHHHH I MISS U DAMN MUCH!!!!
HAPPY HAPPY!
reunion dinner was great.
and i cant rmb what happen during new yr eve alr.
oh well.

SUNDAY 18/2 CNY ^.^
WILL UPLOAD PHOTO SOON!!
GONNA COMPRESS FILE FIRST

2007-02-14T19:47:00.000+08:00

PEEPS! it's valentine's day today!!!!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW..i feel so sweet.
so many ppl kissed me!
the loudest kiss was from YILIN!

Everyone were so sweet today.
And i felt the endless joy just as i stepped into school.
giving more and more presents each yr.
and i feel that SJC had lost so much noise and fun after the seniors left.
the cheer wasn't as loud and all.
ya and somehow.
i miss JAIME when i heard the "crucified..." song..
so sad.

thank you emma for the rose.
that's my one and only rose received this year.
AHH THANK YOU EMMA

and thank u ziqi for the BALLOON.
this is the first time ever in my life receving a balloon from friend.

THANK U ODELIA! for being my most beloved BESTIE
THANK U CINDY! for that very touching letter.
THANK U GERM! for waiting cab with me today.
THANK U YANPING AND JIAYING. for making me so happy today.
THANK YOU EVERYONE!!
THANK YOU COGS!
THANK YOU HONG FAMILY!

And THANK YOU DEAR for that RING.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

2007-02-12T20:00:00.000+08:00

SWWEEEET EH!

PRECIOUS <3>

TODAY

alright.

Morning was kinda late for school

perhaps i slept too late last nite.

OH MY. i guess this is the first time ever in my life so heck care abt GEOG.

i dont even bother to go memorise.
and the map thing i just look through. but did nothing.

So it's common test on EMATHS and pGEOG today.

i think this qns sucks: 118^2 - 55^2=??
ok whatever whatever.

During geog class.

YANPING: sharon. wo gen ni jiang, jiaying hen hao xiao leh.

ME: WHY??!
YANPING: she look at the drawing of the fault and claimed that she can see the fault moving on the paper

LOL.this is really funny k

DURING PE

.emma cindy and i teamed up for some medicine ball game.
overall. it was quite fun.

AFTER SCHOOL

went CP with ZIQI and CINDY. took some NEOprints. haha damn cheap lah.
pizza huting. ziqi was hilarious. and my stomach was fucking aching when i heard the auntie whispering joke. hahaha
then shopped for some valentine's day prezzie.
oh my..dear..i love u.ahhh this is my valentine's present from dearest.

ahhh so sweet..but it's too big for me..

i love it..((=

SUNDAY

nothing much luh. kena locked at home to study.
and something interesting happened to me.

i just laid on the kitchen floor and i fell asleep for 2 hrs. isn't it amazing?

SATURDAY

went malaysia. eat and eat and eat. nothing to do at home.

yeah. and the shopping centre is so boring.
i'm a partial malaysian and i simply cnt understand malay.
shi bai ah shi bai.

boring; me and my 7 yr old niece.

2007-02-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
i'm blogging now!
so i'm growing dandruffs on my head..ewwww and odelia claimed that my head is falling snow. AHH so MEAN!

SO i'm blogging for the past three days!

WEDNESDAY-
life without my hp sucks. it really really sucks.i really couldn't tahan the misery and guiltness in me. so i apologised to mr foo..
During AMATHS, Ms Ong Suat Keng gave us monster lolli ! Everyone claimed that i look like geisha. However, this is only the good side of the story. wanna hear the bad side?.. ok, i failed AMATHS test. 6/15. i seriously cant get why some ppl can get full marks when they play truant from school so often. like everyday? i so pei fu her.
For CNY rehearsal. i suck at it too. i seriously dont know how to rap. and it's in front of the whole school doing my funny actions. ahhhh!
After that, it's CCA time! ya nothing much lah.
Then bused home with emma! And i realised emma keyed my name in her phone as "sharon busmate" oh emma oh emma. i feel so touched! hah..and we looped the bus 119 ard kovan bcuz emma feels bored. so chatted chatted chatted...with emma's netball cheer..i finally reached home!
Next day gonna have SS test..i hope i can pass. just pass will do..haha.

THURSDAY
so it's another boring day. SS paper was okok and ENGLISH paper was just nice.
As usual, i always make fake stories..which is very fake..i hope the marker will let me pass..
for my effort of 508 words.
And i found out what is a nation. according to yanping verse chapter 1; it says "a nation is cindy emma sharon jiaying and yanping; this is becuz we feel and think that we share the same common bond" LOL. what a lame thing.
so during history, as usual, lijie scribbled my name on any books that my name is not written on.
After everything. i had AMATHS remedia. sat with jiaying. and here it goes;
TEACHER: so anybody doesn't understand the qns?
SHARON: JIAYING ! (hack care tone)
hahah. can see that jiaying is quite pissed. haha
THEN, bused home wif cindy jiaying and yp..talking rots everywhere. hahaha.so yeah. it's history test tmr. i can die. ok byebye.

FRIDAY
so i had my CHINESE TEST which totally sucks today. i almost fell asleep can. when i dont even have time to finish up my paper. hate that LAOZHANG la. cheat my feeling.
HISTORY TEST..not as difficult as i think lah..but i did my best already.
supposed to meet ice. but she cheat my feeling too. suddenly back out. HOIYEER!
and i feel so loved. <3>

so yeah. chatted wif somebody.

ILOVEMYBABE says:
goodnight
ILOVEMYBABE says:
than you better hide inside your blanket and never come out
; THYlove for me says:
lame
; THYlove for me says:
i will suffocate and die
haha stupid person..i love u.

and SMELLY ODELIA! look at our conversation [i gonna cry] is me
I GONNA CRY says:
i want to be the bride
I GONNA CRY says:
u groom ok
oh man, you're beautiful says:
NOOOO
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I WANT TO BE BRIDE!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I GOT LONG HAIR
oh man, you're beautiful says:
(:
I GONNA CRY says:
i also got!!!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
YOU GOT SHORT HAIR
I GONNA CRY says:
EH!!!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
MINE LONGER
oh man, you're beautiful says:
(:
I GONNA CRY says:
U TALLER!
I GONNA CRY says:
groom is taller one ok!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
NO LOR.
oh man, you're beautiful says:
NO NECESSARY MUST TALLER
I GONNA CRY says:
bleah
oh man, you're beautiful says:
lose
oh man, you're beautiful says:
you lose
I GONNA CRY says:
i gonna copy and paste this on my blog man
oh man, you're beautiful says:
hahaha
I GONNA CRY says:
i win ok
oh man, you're beautiful says:
whatever
oh man, you're beautiful says:
i win
oh man, you're beautiful says:
SHARON LIM
I GONNA CRY says:
ODELIA LING
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I WIN OKAYEEEE!
I GONNA CRY says:
I BE BRIDE OK!!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
@&#^$*&$$$^
oh man, you're beautiful says:
IM THE BRIDE!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
NOOOO
I GONNA CRY says:
I DONT CARE!! I WEARING WEDDING GOWN TO UR HSE NOW!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
NO!!!!!!!!!!!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
IM THE BRIDE
oh man, you're beautiful says:
))):
oh man, you're beautiful says:
SHARON LIM, IM THE BRIDE
I GONNA CRY says:
don act ke lian hor!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I WANT TO WEAR WEDDING GOWN.
oh man, you're beautiful says:
SHARON LIM]
I GONNA CRY says:
ODELIA LING I'M THE BRIDE!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
YOU THEN ACT KE LIAN
oh man, you're beautiful says:
YALOR, ODELIA LING IS THE BRIDE MAHH
I GONNA CRY says:
EH!!!! u dont be like dat leh..i've nvr wear wedding gown b4
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I ALSOOOO
oh man, you're beautiful says:
YOU GO BE BUNG LA.
I GONNA CRY says:
AHHHHH!!
oh man, you're beautiful says:
I WANT TO WEAR WEDDING GOWN
I GONNA CRY says:
U GO BE LAH!
I GONNA CRY says:
U TALL ENUF!!

2007-02-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

SHOOT ME DEAD.

2007-02-04T16:07:00.000+08:00

HEHEHEHEHE.
look at my "look-alike"
in lao zhang's homeroom

WHEEEEE.how hard do i have to tip toe to this height.

And LASTLY, my precious ppl <3>
yep;
so went to school yst for CNY rehersal thingy
and saw some yishun sec ppl coming for match.
oh well. odelia shld be very excited.

so ya ya ya.
went to bedok.
mummy bought some dried mushrooms.
ya da ya da.
and chatted wif her for the whole shopping trip.
guess she must be tired.

AS for today. i cut my hair again. it sucks to the core.
look like broom can.
wtf.
i really want to apologise to her..
i'm sorry..))=
mummy doesn't allow me to go out today..
really sorry..

melissa liu !!! oh my!!!
MEL writes:

oh my goodness!
isn't this cute?!
oh mo gu mo gu melissa.
thanks for the drawing man!

shall end here.

i love u; for who u are;
don quarrel anymore..
i just love u..noone else..
trust me..

2007-01-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

odelia took the act shy me.
sharmaine took the emo me

BESTIE AND I "LURBBE" one another forever!

I love emma who ask me to smile along..when i was really so down..

I hate AMATHS. I slept in EMATHS CLASS.I FEEL SO HURT TODAY.

I..I..I.look so ugly in year book.

i love that little ball which i hitted.

i hate yst.

i hate LAO ZHANG.

2007-01-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

God is unfair.

you wouldn't know how much i loathe u.

2007-01-30T01:22:00.000+08:00

it's really time to change blogskin..
sorry if the music is irritating..(=

2007-01-30T00:29:00.000+08:00

okay.went to school.ready for the comments on my hair.

do i really look like miss chan ann gee?

feel so hurt man. i know it's flat.

and i flared up at mary today. woots. haha.

lessons were alright.

PE was fun. i so so love my PE team mates.

Chinese-lao zhang gave us newspaper to do caligraphy.so odelia and i keep using up her "mo" (ink) hahaha. waste the school's material for her.look at my WORK!! yay.look at my "ri"
isn't it fabulous?!! i know my "chun" is so kanasai lah.

okay so after school..got some little tiffs with ziqi..)))))))))= over my hair and my uniform..

hope we will be fine soon.

yupps. so we headed to COMPASS.

yupps and went pizza hutting wif yp jy yy and cindy.

had lotsa fun there. laugh until mad can?

JIAYING : lai kan zhe bian lai. hmmm hen hao! hen ke ai!

YANPING: jiaying. wo xiang gen ni pai zhao, ying wei wo pa ni hui si diao.suo yi picture jiu ke yi na lai zuo ji nian"

LOL!!

i feel great there! here are some pics taken.

2007-01-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

stupid zuowen.
it's chinese again.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
hate lao zhang.
i will only use fuck on her and noone else.
mdm teo ah tiok is more demure can.
hymph.

emma's funny..
we agreed on one term.
i think we should sign a treaty or something.
on the unfairness of the zuowen thing.

nothing to blog already.
i'm feeling so sad now.

one more chance for u and i..
i love u really much..
i'm screaming so louding that i love u..
but u just couldn't hear me..
i feel so helpless..
god,
how hard do i need to pray for u to grant my dreams?..

i love u

2007-01-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

yst early early in the morning.
was freak out but this person called amelia or something.
she just jumpped in front of me.
and said, "HELLO GERMAINE! oh. u r not germaine. haha" and she float away.
siao one leh.

lao zhang put me and odelia to sit in front.
what the fuck.
the whiteboard is so big, how she expect me to see??
fuck her lah.
fuck fuck fuck.

after school played captain's ball with PE clique.
then got some 2D gathering.
then is the NDP dance thingy.
i act pro lah.spin spin spin..
spin until another class can..so malu.

anw i find saima funny, asking ppl to watch the lion dance show with her.
then bused home with lijie jiaying teresa and shi han.
emma is a loner! haha

And i woke up at 8++ this morning. did some commonwealth essay thingy with emma and cindy.
gossiped with cindy abt CHEN WEILIAN!
so yeah. managed to write ard 1390 words.

i feel totally disaterous sad today..
same goes for mel.
MEL!!! MUI KOON IS SAD TOO!! SO DON BE SAD!!

2007-01-23T17:27:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARA POON!!
aww clara..she has turned fifteen..she my best hmt classmate cum partner man..
yay clara rocks!

Hmm it has been ages since i last blogged. lol.
class was such a bore..
slept at ard 1plus last nite..
was struggling through those idiotic AMATHS thing..
and doing research on the CONTINENTIAL DRIFT THEORY and TECTONIC DRIFT THEORY..

alright..
so it's a cloudy and sleepy day today..
MORNING began with AMATHS..omg Miss Ong SK suprisingly gave us a uniform spotcheck today! Heng ah..i wore the *toot* uniform today..

so it's lijie and teresa again..teaching me all the sums..
THEN is HMT..there goes lao zhang's engleeze (english)..and teaching us abt "meng heng"..i think i'm listening to her lesson for the first time..AND odelia was damn angry with lao zhang. i know..lol..
UHUH..so joan's complaining abt my big bag..and she seems to be so interested to hide in it..

RECESS!!! yes, me and cindy queued for damn long okay. just for that stupid roti john..and yilin and cara loves cutting queue..lol. so after makan..me, cindy, emma got changed into PE attire.

Social Studies! alright..u can see people spraying deodarant again..he stinks meh?..i cant smell anything..i was doing the GEOG project thing for the whole lesson.and i simply lost interest in SS..oh well )= ya! and i want to thank jaslyn and elizabeth for lending me their project.and there keeping a look out for SKM.and out of the bluei heard someone saying "sharon jiayou jiayou..ta yao lai le" i was laughing..but really no time to notice who's the one who said that..haha.

GEOG..mr foo got a hard time explaining the oceanic and continetial crust. ok so slept for 10 mins or so..and ya..chatted with cindy most of the time of the lesson.lol..

PE..ok we had RUGBY..teamed up with emma, jas, eliz and jiaying. EMMA kept going "sharon!! pao kuai yi dian!!" lol..PE was fun luh.

ASSY-bad news?..we gonna perform for NDP..stupid. i hope i get kicked out of the audition.the time schedule was like..WTH.. and we have to wear those funny costume..Eli and Lijie were making me laugh throughout the whole thing..Guess what..we will be performing on a floating stage..1) eli said "what if we float away to another island?? 2)LiJie said "everyone will raise up their hands and sink" LOL..aren't they funny creatures? hahaha.

AFTER SCHOOL-went compass with ziqi and emma. and we saw some lion dance thingy held there. Saima seems interested. but she told us "i'm just so scared when the thing blinking to me" LOL. after that we went popular. ziqi shopped for thesaurus. while emma's busying flippping books..and i'm trying to look for those horoscopes thingy..alright..

after that..bused home with emma..took 119 and chatted along..we looped to kovan..see, emma cant bear to see me leave the bus..okok haha..so we chatted chatted chatted..so nice..haha

ok no homework i guess..good bye!

how will u feel,looking at people telling u i love u everyday?

how will u feel, looking at u comforting ur ex with all ur care?

how will u feel,when u r being compared?..

pardon me for being sensative..i

tried my best to trust u..

there u are entertaining them..what shld i do?

kill me, make me dead

2007-01-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

i feel hurt..very hurt..
the sweetness has never been given to me before..
but i want ur concern, ur care, ur soul..
i trust u too much..
tell me what to do...

2007-01-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL WAS FUN TODAY!

ok the day begun with Emaths- it was quite fun lah. i taught rachel how to do ONE qns neh..PRO sia.

then is HISTORY..OH FUCKING ASSHOLE!! it's mr sim kian meng! sit with LIJIE again. talk crap lah.noone's listening to him. because he's not answering to our qns..oh mama..why is life so cruel to us??!! why him?!

ok then is HMT..I SIMPLY LOVE MY HMT CLASSMATES..BUT OH PLEASE, can that lao zhang not be the one teaching?.. she's pervert lah..as if we will really go china one day and appreciate those purple flowers..u think i will go smell the flowers isit? then i can pass my olevel isit?..why must she PUNISH people so unreasonable-ly? i will mug hard.but please don make me waste my time on those china flower stuffs..i hate u..LAO ZHANG..

ok proceed to recess!! queue up with odelia for food.ya..so eat eat eat and blah...

OK CD period! melissa liu doesn't want to tell out her best friend. MANO's bestie is mary clare person..hmmm my best friend is odelia lor..hahaha..and i realised AH HUI has got a invisible best friend. hhaha and MARY keep scolding me today..whats the problem lah mary..go find ur little lambs lah..and ya PRISCILLA LEONG. my unhealthy 1 minute PL leh. (p.s ofc kidding one lah) pris feel that it's unhealthy to keep GGR..so we broke..haha..SO thats all for CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT!!

OK CME..doing so CAMP reflection stuffs..look at what the class was doing..

listening to songs online can?..haha MR TAN damn nice lah..and on the board..they were playing some hang man thing..hahah lame rite..ya..look at the biggest head. it's akina's.whaahah.

ok then is ENGLISH. i think THONG isn't a nice guy. hahaha se mi mi de eyes.

ok then school dismiss!

went compass with odelia!
she made me into a cartoon character..guess what is it?

ok so met ZIQI YANYAN AND EMMA in KFC..saw MEL LIU AND REACHEL MEL!!! then followed by LIJIE MELIM TERESA AND ROWROW!! had fun there. rach asked the kfc auntie where is KFC.hahahahaah damn funny.

then met a few bo liao ppl. i think i'm more disgusted by them..nothing better to do man.

maybe u really cant feel my love anymore

2007-01-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

XXX says:
love me for the sake of loving?
XXX says:
i just dont trust you, doubt your love. thats all

your words prick into my heart.

fuck. i feel so hurt

2007-01-16T18:16:00.000+08:00

PEEPS! I DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL TODAY!

this is my MC for the day!

anybody misses me in school? CMON don be shy k. just tag me if u all misses me ah. i will be more than happy to reply ur tags!

MORNING-richard was exaggerating how head my forehead is.

RICHARD: WA PIANG EH. you can use ur head and iron my clothes already.

so lame right? i know lah
CRY WITH ME!! THESE ARE MY MEDICINE!

called cindy this morning to ask her collect hmwrk for me..
yeah man..she got CCA..so she asked JY..thanks cindy. i can hear that u miss me ah.
CINDY: huh! zuo mo mei you lai?!

and oh no..that pig is sick too..so pro can..
sleep in the sickbay in school for two hours..so cool.
so after i went compass to collect homework from YP and JY..i bused to rivervale plaza and accompany that pig to see doc..
rmb to take medicine k. take good care of urself..drink loads of water!

THANK YOU JY AND YP FOR HELPING ME TO COLLECT MY HOMEWORK!

AWww..i think emma misses me. OH! i heard joan misses me. thanks ah. AND YA! get well soon MANO!!

that pig misses me too i know. haha

END HERE! byebye!

2007-01-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

KRISTY LEW WAN YI

I HATE U TO THE CORE!!

YOU DON'T HAVE TO BRAINWASH ODELIA!
SHE'S MY FRIEND!
I HATE YOU!!!

2007-01-15T16:36:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL STARTS TODAY!
it's been a long time since i last blogged.
anyway, my com is fixed! should i be happy? OFC LAH!

MORNING- went to school. walk ard with myself before assembly. feel so lonely. thinking of stuffs that happened last night. It's really no point explaining to me..i won't hear. I HATE ALL OF U. don't make up sad and sorrow stories for me. i don't want to hear. And don't tell me how nice she is alrite. I'M NOT INTERESTED..don compare ppl even u think u r the best..

okay..
i dropped my piggy bank this morning. and i feel so miserable.
lessons were such a bore.
3D ppl not joining us for HMT!!! )))=
and i simply can't understand what lao zhang is trying to say today.

OK lets proceed the MRS ONG SUAT KENG. our Amaths teacher.
hmmm..i feel so lost in class. LIJIE was like trying to explain. but i still cant understand. ya..just nodd my head..SURE DIE.

OK FOR GEOG.it's the lame mr foo again.oh ya.he was asking a qns..but noone knows the answer..so..he sad..
MR FOO: alrite cara how about calling a hotline to u?
CARA: hahahahahaha....never pick up lah..

I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD PLEASE.ok lets not talk abt this.

OK FOR ENGLISH-IT'S MRS APRIL NG.big tweety bird.hahaha.YANPING was making me laughing like hell can?..look at the sling bag that NG's carrying. ok u know what yp said?..
YANPING: sharon, she's going for shopping. i think she gonna buy groveries back.

well after NG has returned to the class..she brought along one big bag..And we supposed she just came back from market luh. hahahah.
SO..chatted with CINDY EMMA JY AND YP..It's really funny when u can really sit down and talk the lamest stuffs with them.

ok back home now. mama just scolded me. i cant use phone that often. not even com. i must babysit baby man. feel so suck up now. shall end here. byebye