Tuesday, November 28, 2006
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so i'm now in bangkok. And this freezing hotel room is getting me bored. i simply cant get out! MAN! so germaine suggested for me to blog. smart germaine.
oh btw..germaine i did not bribe u okaye..haha! it's still as usual. that's called gossips and secret sessions with u yeah. hahaha..and the subscription for a month of SCV cost quite alot! hahaha.come my hse and watch lah..bus fare will be ard 90cents for two way transport. hahaa..
i'm quite happy wif my stay here though. and i must say i've accomplish feelings with this boring place. this shld be my 1 week's home, i can say. ofc, when u r tgt with a thing for like a period of time..u noe, feelings do grow. just like how i'm feeling toward this place now.
i will, for sure, miss the broken english spoken here with the pple ard. talking the same language as they do. like for e.g; "same same; no..no discauw (discount) ;...199 199 199 bahh (baht).."
and i met very interesting pple here..
1) a fat boy - he could speak mandrine! and he was like so pissed with me?..hahaha cos i browse through the clothes and did not buy it in the end. )): cannot be blame mah..hahaha.
2) mole-ly ah gua- walau. he must be jealous of my sis, i guess..we walked into the shop, jalan jalan, and he actually gave us that unwelcomed look. and my sis and i were like two funny cartoons running out of the shop. it's not that we r cowards or what so ever little thingy, it's that the ah gua looks very scary. The moles, are even scarier.
3) hello kitty seller- he look like a korean guy. perhaps i've forgotten the name.
4) thailand les partners- guess what? they were kissing in public! that bung and that passive. oh my gosh!
yeah so i went shopping those few days..spent ard $3000 over..and my luggage's gonna burst in no time. i think the adidas jackets are darn ex can?! it's ard $70 u noe! so ex!
and somemore it's fake. cindy said if it's authentic she will buy...but very bo hua lah!
as for today. i'm kept in this room. cos sis got to work.
i must clap for myself..to stay alone in this room. packing luggage..you tubing..friendstering..
lalalalalala
and every night b4 i sleep. i think of many things..
I MISS ODELIA SO MUCH! and she bluffed me that mister doughnut taste nice! so smelly can?!
I MISS B7 A1.
I MISS FAIRYGODSON!
I MISS sumone too...lol!
i think of that again and again. it's far too scary. i hope to live here forever and never return back. that phobia had cause me to tremble in the dark, trying to smile to cover that green face of mine. okaye lets not talk abt it anymore. so scary. just like horror movie.hahaha
shall end here!
i miss you really much.
i've made up my mind these few day..
it's just like scalding my heart with hot water..
so pain..making me dead..
i love you so much that i cant kill my braincells filled with u..
yeah..i wish i can forget u as soon as possible..
cos i love u too much to let u go..
now, i only know i love u..
and my palms seem to be loosen..
and i will let go one day..
to see you happy..
and find the real happiness u are looking for..
every story will have a ending one day..
ending with a sad or happy fullstop..
i want u to be happy.
thats all i want (:
i feel so sad..
my story ends.
8:00 PM