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IS SHE
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-SHARONLIM
-09041992
-ARIES
-fifteen
-CHIJ SJC

SHOUTS
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LINKS
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CASSANDRA!
CECELIA NG!
CHARLENE YEO!
CHARMAINE LOW!
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CONNIE!
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DENYSE!
EE SEUU!
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ERIN!
EVELYN TOH!
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GRACIOUS GRACE!<3
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JIE LI!(:
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XINYI!<333
YAN PING!<3
YANYAN!<3
YILIN!(=
ZHEN ZHI!(=
ZHI MIN!<3
ZIQI!<33
ZOE!


MEMORIES
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June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007


SONGS
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
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Never Let You Go

The rain just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
,If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

i like u alot

my story ends.
2:45 PM


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The Rain has finally stop.
I asked myself, when will i ever learn to see my fails?
I'm very stupid. I think i am. I am really really stupid.

I always thought it was just by a lil bit..thus everything will pass.
Until i realised how hard every breath gonna take
How hard i try to find the pieces of broken hearts
How slow each seconds passed.
I then found, no, it wasn't just by a bit,
but the much amount of feelings i had for you..
cuz u had entered a small part of my life.
and that's the place that can never be replaced.

It's all fate.

my story ends.
8:57 AM

Friday, April 27, 2007
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i hope the rain will stop for u.
a rainy day(:

my story ends.
4:35 PM


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i hate you.
you're a bitch.
you should know who you are.

my story ends.
3:07 PM


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these had past so fast.
a life with so much obstacles.
which yet to be ended.
i hate my life.
not an ungrateful thought,
but a deep scar left in the heart.
I see scratches all over..
as all were shot by a dart

these 257 days;
when i found why life must still be going on.
when i found love isn't about being together
when i found the real self letting go.
when i found to give away my love to the one that she really need.
when i found love aint an easy thing.
when i found she doesnt love me.

To me, I Love you, really a lot.
To others, these 257 days might be silly.
but it doesnt matter anymore.

It took me courages to say the first "i love u".
cuz i know the reply will be a "sorry"
but it doesnt matter anymore.

I seem to love u till the whole world knows.
but what i want is only you to know.
but it doesn't matter anymore.

I see your eyes telling me to go.
but i just want to be by your side and catch u as u fall.
but it doesnt anymore.

Now, i somehow lost contact with you.
And i do miss you.
But it doesn't anymore.

I tried to lead a new life again after loving u.
to wait for you.
I tried to smile after every tear.
to wait for you.
but it doesnt anymore.

And this moment.
i realised my life's not gonna be easy.
I had already put down the sad memories.
but somehow, something seems to enter into my life
but i noe, it's impossible.
It doesnt matter anymore...

It really doesnt matter anymore;
cuz i noe loving u aint easy

my story ends.
1:40 AM

Thursday, April 26, 2007
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HELLO WORLD;

so went to school early today. ready for helping out in the SYF.
so as everyone got ready, i know the war between schools to fight for the gold of honour award is beginning soon. Everyone expected a gold, but it's all gone. I was practically smsing throughout the whole journey..and my hands were quite slow cuz its damn cold. me and ziqi were like two frozen prawns sitting there, waiting for the results, and praying hard for them. Soon, as they performed, i got more worried for them. They really touched my heart. The seven minutes, not about the quality song, not about the quantity of time, but the amount of work everyone puts in. As many other schools performed, it's time for result. Everyone were prepared to stand and cheer. but as the announcer goes. AK 133 CHIJ SAINT JOSEPH CONVENT.._________. how do everyone expect us to cheer? we couldnt accept the fact
Miss asma's hardwork is gone.
Everyone was totally demoralised.

Back to school.
And i left home.
sleeping until now.
how pig can i be..
and i'm still sleepy ZZZzzzZZZ
oh well (:
Shall end here;
i see the rain bringing my care.

my story ends.
7:19 PM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007
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HELLO WORLD;

my mood is damn good now. i dont know why too. try provoking me, i will still smile at you.
haha, today is super dumb.
okaye. school was alright. nothing much to blog about.
but i had the most boring recess with cindy today )=
we complained that today's super boring. oh well /:

after school had some ex-CCA stuffs/:
i miss my old CCA):
then went compass with ziqi yanping jiaying and cindy
soon, cindy left.
and the four of us went for apple-pie-ing.
then, yp and jiaying left.
Went SKCC with ZIQI.
Then ziqi left.
saw valencia. talked abit. shared abit. laugh abit
And finally, valencia left.

So i reached home. sleep awhile, slack awhile.
then the phone vibrated on my stomach.
IT'S LIJIE!
okaye so talked abit. shared abit. laugh alot.
and talked for abt 2hrs like dat..sinning myself for talking so much.
okaye then talked to cynthia!
talked abit. shared abit. laugh alot.
yeah haha retarded girl. 8.30 can brush teeth and sleep already.
okaye..then shared abit and hung at 11.
Then talked to cousin jj.
talked abit. shared abit. laugh abit.

SO TODAY IS ALL ABOUT TALKING ON THE PHONE!

Shall blog some pics on the way to ANGMOKIO hub ysterday![sorry it's zilian]



LOOK AT THE BEAUTIFUL SUN AFTER THE RAIN! the ray is very clear. very nice!

Shall end here;
i wonder if i'll like u): i hope not.cuz i'm afraid of falling again when noone will pick me up. definately only u.

my story ends.
11:44 PM

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
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HELLO WORLD;

girlfriend played a dare and threw her socks in front, then ask a sec 1 girl to pick it up. haha funny ass. i love her!

after school went ang mo kio hub with odelia.
i see lotsa saint SNGS and angmokio sec pple/:
wonder if i see andrea sim. cuz it has been a long long time ever since i last seen her.
and michelle koh too.
And yeah..kimberly my cousin in AMK oh yeah and cynthia.
Awwwww..shld have gone round all shopping malls more often.
Maybe parkway? i miss kelly!

So took bus with odelia and took some unglam pic. Due to the over ugliness in the photo, i decided not to upload(:

Kristy, it's ur bdae in 6 days time! i miss ya(:
Shall end here;
i thought i was helping her, but what am i doing now?

my story ends.
10:25 PM

Monday, April 23, 2007
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WORLD;

Today is kind of slack or something.
nothing much to blog.
It's a raininy day this afternoon..
And my best friend cried in front of me..
How heartbroken can i be?..i really dont want anything to happen to her.
haiz..
Oh for geog, me and cindy kept hunting for answer. damn funny lah.
Recess was sad..auntie sad..uncle stress..
so then!
Emma and i had nothing to do in english. so dear suggested to buy an apartment for our future.
LOOK! this is our condo! hahaha we shld have read the articles instead of cutting this thang out. haha. Thong did not say anything either/

So then, went to compass with emma and grace goh. waiting for that 119 for half an hour.
then met cindy yanyan ziqi row and mindy. chatted abit. then heard something sad from kongrui. cheer up dude. (= oh and that girl is damn tall...so scary..

Then went home and heard abbout this lame spammer. here's my word to you:

spammers are so lame. so no life.
58.182.12.142 .
please do some reflections on urself.
ur parents paid a computer for u to abuse the technology. how amazing.
i cheer for you okaye. (=

shall end here;
if only i dont know any sweet happenings of urs.

my story ends.
8:44 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007
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my water bottle crack )=
looking alike;

my story ends.
7:24 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007
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HELLO PEEPS;

so it's 2.4km again.
i almost cried.
cuz i wasted 10 seconds collecting the wrong tag.
and when i ran back..guess what..
i went "teacher...teacher..i'm dying...tag card..faster...faster...."
haha. sounds exaggerating..but it's over..so yeah..
i noe i could run better if i thought of something...
until the last lap, i told ziqi "ziqi..i cannot..."
i know throughout the whole run, ziqi could have run faster..
but there she's waiting for me... holding on to my hand and run..
that's when i see how deep our friendship is..
and when i really feel like giving up...guess what ziqi said.."sharon, you must run faster than her.." but it seems like, this doesn't work anymore..cuz she's already out of my mind.
i really dont know whats really in my mind now..

So after that, went for chinese oral. And i saved lihui's life. fuck that indian man.he's such a despicable teeko. stop doing it to other girls. pls lah, indian man, get a life.
Okaye, proceed to chinese oral, it's a total disaster.
The teacher said i went out of point. and guess what, i included english in it..
this is how it goes "then 他们的家长来complain lor"
but overall, i think i can get at least a pass..cuz i think it's not that bad. the thing i can rmb is “以前,大家都为了生活费而苦恼,为了养活家,养活自己,连受到教育的机会也没有,年纪轻轻就。。。。"
cant rmb.. but i remembered using some idioms to act pro..

Then, went home to sleep.
after i woke up, went AMK hub.
and i saw this orang utan thangy appearing at the nearby busstop. and i almost cried for no reason. (=
shall end here/
“every thing happens for a reason"

wo yi jing mei you lei ke yi liu le. wo hen lei hen lei le.

my story ends.
11:05 PM


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kong rui got me into trouble .
i giv it to u. i don't want it anymore. cuz i left with no more energy to even carry on with life.
it take two hands to clap, but for me, it's just not.


my story ends.
12:09 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007
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Sigh worlddd..

It's really a boring day today, and lessons are sucha bore.
I think the one who kept me entertained the whole day was melissa liu.
morning 1st lesson, after recess 1st period (CD) and after school.
Whole day was like with meliu! Talk, laugh and whatever whatever.
Cinsy went home out of no where and i have noone to really talk to.
Haiz, really nothing to blog.
AND I MISS LIJIE BIG TIME TODAY! so does shermagne. and we COMPLAIN cuz of missing LIJIE! sadddddddd )= class is so quiet without her, especially thursday, when she gather everyone to play heart attack. Awwwwwww..

I miss lijie!


And after school, went to accompany meliu to see doctor at serangoon. Then had lunch there at MACs as well. Her doctor didn't scold her, yay! haha. then had lunch and we saw very funny people there
1) the one working in MACs. -he has got moles all over. and meliu claims that she could do geometry on his face
2) the one wearing thick specs. -act ah beng but not ah beng. and meliu claims that he looks weird. i think so too (=
3) the one wearing high pants.- he was with a bicycle, waiting for a girl. looks like it's olden days.
but guess what. he scratched his butt in front of me and mel. yuck!
4) the auntie burping behind us- she just kept burping non-stop and i find it amazing.

Then headed to hougang mall with mel and made my ez link card. then went library and i sat on the carpeted area. Gosh, it's damn comfortable and i almost lie flat on the library.
Then went home after that. And yes, we talked alot. Haiz, melissa really enlightened me alot. I chose to think of things in another way. Now, i've really nothing to say.
And everything comes to an end.
but i guess u wont care

MELIU, MUIKOON

my story ends.
10:27 PM


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So world;
it's 3.17am now. lets see how long i take to blog.
& today was that freaking PFT day/
and Guess what. i really suck.
As expected, i will come home with disappointment results to mummy and daddy.
Maybe i carried too much hope on it, thus mislead to my mental agony, having self barrier in whatever i do. And why, couldn't i have a simple mind with nothing in it?
Exams are around to corner, and i dont seem to react anything to it. Yeah, i see everyone mugging hard, but here i am staying up late nights, not to study, but to surf on the net.
Yeah, it's so addictive.maybe becuz i'm really waiting for u to appear online. do you know i'm waiting for you all the time? and i'll really wait until the next day. And i continue to wait for you. And sometimes i tried my luck to see whether u r online by looking at ur offline status. do you know?..
That the moment i reached home, i will first open the laptop's screen, and wait, i havent on, i just want to see the screen up, and i start charging. Then surf until i sleep, and sleep until i wake up and surf again. Homeworks? ofc i'm 99.99999% distracted by this advance technology.
sigh..hopeless.

And so today, girlfriend and i went to chill. While kimneo playing puzzle bubble. wth lah haha. people got caught using phone becuz of smsing their lovers or whoever, but what a reason, that kimneo wass playing puzzle bubble. haha. So, gf and i went "eh palangi palangi" thats mrs plangi, the cooker teacher.
Then had some chatty session with gf. I realise gf's such a cute girl. haha gf is hot okaye. she can make u laugh until upside down too, haha

Yep. then had some classs photo thangy. I dont have the pictures with me right now. but it was damn fun. yeah and i think there is some problems with the pictures. i cant upload many. so vanessa foong, akina, cindy, emma and many many photos were gone.))))= i think is my phone.
so irritating.
okay shall let pictures do the job.
It's 3.43 am now. and i'm still waiting for you...

I'm the founder of SJC!

Short, medium, tall

Ai "shuai" people. At long john for lunch today


K i'm done. 3.47am.
let me be the one for you;

my story ends.
3:16 AM

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
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Now, supposingly everyone's asleep, excluding me.
& I thought everything seems to get so short, probably the most significant thing i can think of now is the memories that has past.
Taking a glimspe at the NDP peeps getting ready for the performance, rushing for practises, my eyes are getting narrower toward 9thAugust.
No, it isn't an auspicious date, neither it's a special day which i look forward to celebrate singapore's a jiajun's bdae, it's the day i found myself a new life to carry on. Which is the day that i know grace.
& she's the one who let me found variety of love, not her, but i found this little world belong to me, which is the hong family which i got to know.
Perhaps it's gonna be a year soon, time really passed without waiting for us.
I witnessed so many things happened during those few months, and i witness myself getting in love with someone.
It's fate that brought me here, and me to find a way oto leave me here.
Cuz they brought out the best, a life that brought me out of the darkness.
Cuz it also brought out the sorrows, and I riding on an empty road , .

But hey. it no longer bring me to find a street of laughter,
Things seems not to be as smooth as usual where routines carry on.
No, odelia isnt with me all the time anymore.
We not longer treat one another like the past, telling one another the latest gossips and sjc news update. Instead, we were telling one another how much we want the past, how much we want to see a future that we want, and how much we can solve the pain.
No, B7A1 once vowed not to separate, but we seem so drifted now.
Remembering once we went out together, everyone waited for one sms with me, looking forward to what's her reply as emma sent out the message. I see how much they really cared for me, giving me a shoulder to lean on as i cry, giving me a hand as i fall, and giving me a hug as i trembled.
But hey, i no longer had to wait for one of that sms anymore. Cuz my goodfriend has replied.
What can i do now, tell me?
Was it my mistake to let her enter into my fate?
Or was it my mistake to think too little?
but friend, where is thy happiness?
Or should i just pursue on?
I dont know..

my story ends.
2:45 AM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
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HELLO WORLD;

had dental check up today.
& i feel really really really uncomfortable now.
i cant describe the feeling.
but it's as if there's a hole in my teeth.
RAHH. it's really very uncomfortable.
try rolling ur tongue in between ur teeth.
Gosh, the feeling sucks.
Haiyeer, can someone pls use a tissue and stuff inside the hole? it's so uncomfortable.

Okay, so wasted alot of time in class today.
Happy one day annivesary emma (=
i'll love you forever <3 okay we be _ _ _ _ for alternate weeks k.
oh ya, and our date is 16042007.
awwww it's so sweet (= one week after my bdae. haha.

Anw, dont side track, back to topic.
So wasted alot of time today.
Zhenzhi was teaching chinese today.
And this is the first time in history i ever ever see odelia ling jia ting so serious in chinese lesson.
and stupid LAWRENCE.i'm so damn angry at him! he diao me noe! then purposely use the camera to threaten me and odelia. bleah.

So during GEOG. mr foo didn't come.
thus, yp and joan had their mens talk.
meliu writing stuffs.
Jiaying reading stuffs.
Cindy dental
Emma pure lit.
GF dental
CARA sleeping
Yilin continue flirting
And left me! annoying pple in class.

Then had PE. guess what. i gonna bang my head on the wall and die.
my standing broad jump sucks.
Then went home.
SMS with peeps.
then sleep. sleep. sleep.
Alright. nothing to blog about.
LOVESSSSSSS.


刮风这天
我试过握著你手
但偏偏 雨渐渐 大到我看你不见
还要多久我才能在你身边
等待放晴的那天
也许我会比较好一点


从前从前
有个人爱你很久
但偏偏 风渐渐 把距离吹得好远
好不容易又能再多爱一天
但故事的最後你好像说了 拜拜

my story ends.
7:19 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007
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HELLO WORLD;

woke up late today. and went to church with the wrong shoe. very sleepy. and took cab down. which cost me $9.50 ))= and stupid kristy still scold me for being late. Haiyerr..but i cant attend the event next week. mama doesn't allow. Yeah, so it's my third time there. Saw trina and kristy's bro. Felt quite heart warming there. But somehow, i realised people there seems to be so much younger than me. And i seem so old there. ))= haiyeer. kek sim. Yeah. didn't really behave during service. i guess ppl behind me must be irritated. haha RAH, nothing much to blog about. let pictures do the job!

I LOVE KRISTY













my story ends.
4:50 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007
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finally, it's over.

suddenly, i miss you

my story ends.
5:50 PM

Friday, April 13, 2007
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i'm darn tired.
could we just stop?
complain complain complain.
i didn't complain to her lor, i dont know what u guys said again.
Becuz u all have spreaded the complain until almost everyone knows.
Fine.
It's really up to you all, until we stop the fight.
aiya, i already stop.
the rest is up to you all.
But whatever u all said, i still cant admit.
becuz i dont like her at all.
i didn't put her picture in my friendster!
u all can just kill me or something luh.
i dont like her.
and i didn't find yishun pple to confront u all.
i mean i wont drag them into the problem too.
You said u guys will stop. I stopped, but have you all?
okaye, i stop here.
Again, got anything just clarify with me.

my story ends.
4:48 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007
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i really hate school today.
i dont know what happen.
no matter who is the one who say you, i think you shouldn't insult me, really.
Insulting me = Hurting me.
i mean, i hate ppl saying me that. it hurts me very much.
i didn't shed a single drop of crocodile tear either. i didn't.
and i didn't claim that i'm her stead. i didn't.
PLMGS pple are like so far from sjc, i dont get why should u all believe them, rather than ask me in person. I mean, just scold me or whatever if i ever say anything wrong, dont insult me.I will apologise if i do anything wrong. Although i know i'm timid, but i just want to know what i do wrong. I dont like anyone. except for someone, which has got nothing to do with our school people. especially the one you all talking about. We are like good friends for 4 years at least, how would i go and like her?
I know you all hate me, cuz you all think what i'm writing now is to gain sympathy. Especially this sentence right? but i really didn't!
This is the first time i ever got into such a silly fight with you all.
Pardon me and my friend for being rude.
I say sorry and i apologise.
I mean my friend doesn't mean to say it either too.I understand why u got so work up. If i'm in your shoe, i think i will buy 1000000000 burgers and throw at that girl. But we r really sorry.
We shouldn't have do that.
I know behind you did ask us to watch out after school or whatever stuffs that i heard from other. i'm sorry again if i say something wrong again.
As a person like me, you think what will i do after school too? Go home, take bus and let bus driver scold for not bringing EZ link. that's alot of trouble to me.
I dont know what you all what also.
I want peace.
I want peace.
I want peace.
Aiya, if you all want to spam my blog you all spam lah.
I want peace..

Afterall, dont insult me. I am very sad over it.
I know you guys are going to say that i'm whatever useless person who suck at quarrel and only how to gain sympathy. but i'm not...
yeah i suck at quarrel, and i always lose.
But if i going to gain sympathy, i would have cried.

It doesn't matter who loses or won in the fight.
But it only matters when everyone can live in peace.

and i'm sorry.

my story ends.
9:33 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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PEOPLE I HAD A VERY WONDERFUL FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

I thank god for giving me a group of friends who gave me the strength to carry on my every single breath.
I thank god for loving me and plan such a wonderful day for me.
I thank every single one in my life for loving me so hard.
I thank mummy for labouring me in such a great pain on 9th April 1992.
I thank Yilin for coming to school on monday just for me and a big kiss on both my cheeks.
I thank Ice for that unique testube which she claim that cu lu ppl like her won't do it for others.
I thank NATION for loving me.
I thank Odelia for making me excited.
I thank Ziqi for writing that long letter which make meso hao lian about it
I thank JOAN , CARA and YANPING for the 2+1+1=4 kisses in the morning.
I thank meliu for saying that i'm old.
I thank CINDY for making my birthday card and colour every single letter which makes me touched.
I thank Girlfriend for being my girlfriend.
I thank Jiaying for the jiaying bear.
I thank emma for telling me "god plan everything for us"
I thank Kristy for that listening ear which never leaves me.
I thank Lijie for giving me the feeling of _ _ _ _ _ _, but she isn't.
I thank MS KOH for making us run so hard to let me cry out my hurts today.

I thank her...for everything she has done for me..
Yst was the best she has given to me throughout my whole life.
The minute i stepped out of that very place,
what was in front of me was an unexpected surprise that i ever received.
I thought we could only sit in KFC and talk, but she has given me more than enough..
I didt want the day to end so soon, cuz there will only be one 09042007 in my life, one fiften years old, and one birthday.
But everything sure has to come to an end no matter what.
I was really really very happy..that i couldn't even cry out.
Marina, esplanade, swensen and hagen daz,
the places i will never forget just like dust..
we talked abit, and shared abit..
I realised that was the only day i look into her eyes..
That only day, that i told her how much i love her..
But it still doesn't work..
Just like what i've said, everything sure has to come to an end one day..
She told me what she seriously hope for,
and i seriously cant give for..
For that deepest love i given for..
A hug at the esplanade, and a love that i mark in my heart, that so much more than enough in my life..wishing i could share this with mum and dad, but i cant..
I realise she needs so much strength, and so much love, just so much from her..
What can i help..is to cry with her...
Give them strength, giv them love, to see them real in love...
I love her, i really do..but her heart is still hers..
I cant bear to put down..but i must..
How contraditing, i must say..
But darling told me to stay firm in my decision..
to carry on, and wait for miracles...
I'm doing this,
So does she...
I felt her pain to wait for her..
Cuz i'm waiting for the painful her too..
Wishing one day she could let me sit in front of her, and wipe away all her tears..
I believe this day will come..i really do..
Cuz i've given 80 percent of my love to the other her...
Wishing my love could bring like a cloth to wipe off her sorrows and take off her tears..
Having here, nothing to say..
Still giving a listening ear..
I'll wait for her,
Just right here..
To overcome her greatest fear..
It doesn't matter if her answer gonna be yes or no anymore..
I dont care, so long as you found what u need..
I really want to see ah meng again..
But ask the sky turns dark, it's time for her to say goodbye..
sweet and sad fifteen, had past so fast.
Like a flash, like a lightning, like a dream..
Seem so virtual, yet so true..
My last birthday wish, i kept in my heart...
And my first birthday wish, i love her with all my heart..
Now..
I just want to be your friend.
Listening to the breaking sound of ur heart..
And fixing it one by one..
Just to mend it back for you..
One fine day on the street..I see you again..
I return you ur mended heart..which will be delivered by her..
I wish that ur wishes will come true..
Till the day that i found u..
I must be old enough to tell you..
Hey, i'm still loving you..
No matter what, no matter when and no matter how.
Be happy, i know u need a chance from her..
I pray hard..for u..and ur destiny..
Happy birthday sharon, and goodbye, 14..
One last hug from you, goodnight, i love ur present alot..

我很爱很爱你
I LOVE YOU. i really do


my story ends.
9:18 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007
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TOTAL 65 PICTURES.if your com hang. pls get it fix soon.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA LIU LI YUN!
you are 15! hahahaah! so old! eeyre..ah ma already. firstly, i wish that all ur wishes will come true!

OKAY! YST WAS SUPERB. I GUARANTEE EVERY SINGLE ONE RAWKS!
KIMNEO called and sounded sad )= awww..nvm we'll have more outings!
I BOUGHT A PAIR OF BOXERS FOR MELISSA LIU'S BDAE!
so fun. i think she like it alot.hahaha.

I WANNA THANK ppl out with me yst-
ODELIA- FOR BEING MY BESTIE FOR THESE TWO YEARS. MAKING ME LAUGH AND ALL.been through thick and thin with me.And thank u for attending the celebration with me. though it's quite hard for u to communicate with ppl u dont know there, just to accompany me. I LOVE U BESTIE!

EMMA-THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME SO MUCH! THANK U FOR INVITING ME TO UR PLACE AND STAY! AND THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE U GAVE! I LOVE EMMA!

CINDY- THANK YOU FOR ENDING THE FRIENDSHIP WAR WITH ME! AND REGAIN BACK OUR TRUEST FRIENDSHIP. AND THANK U FOR GIVING ME A NICE BADAE YST WITH UR PRESENCE. I LOVE CINDY

YILIN- thank you for organizing this outing throughout the week. even in SKM's lesson. u are still planning. i see ur hard work. really touched.I LOVE YILIN!

GIRLFRIEND LEONG-thank you for giving me so much love, laughter and fun. Especially the zui ba lie diao joke. thank u for loving me girlfriend.I LOVE GIRLFRIEND

CARA-thank you for making me laugh the whole day with ur TA MA DI ! haha. and thank u for all ur little things that make my day.I LOVE CARA

MELISSA LIU- thank you for having ur birthday clash into mine. i never thought we can celebrate it together in my whole life. thank u for being my bestfriend since primary 5 and busmate since primary 1. I LOVE YOU FRIEND!

JOAN-thank you for caring so much for me during the steamboat. The moment u ask me to sit down and u do the cooking. i feel so touched. i'm so blessed. haha! I LOVE TEEKO JOAN!

KIMNEO on the phone-THANK YOU FOR CALLING ME! haha Thanks for bringing ur heart along with us. I DIDN't FORGET U THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE THING. haha touched? I LOVE U!

LIJIE-WHO GAVE ME SUCH NICE BDAE PRESENT! AND A BIG HUG which feel like somebody! I LOVE LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI LI JIE!! LAOREN I LOVE U!


AHBIRD-THANKS FOR BEING SO CARING TO ME WHEN I'M BEING "PERN" by the steamboat.I LOVE YOU



START OF JOURNEY!
had hair cut with odelia at kovan.
that unprofessional auntie very extra.

YILIN WHO LOOKS SO SWEET YST

BESTIE ME AND GF


GIRLFRIEND AND ME

AND I SAW MY FAVOURITE JAIME WONG JIE NING
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OH MY LUCIA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH TOO!



YILIN CLAIM THAT MY EYES ARE DAMN SMALL

BIRTHDAY GIRLS!


I LOVE MO GU!



KBOX FUN!
MEL WORE BOXER!!!


GIRLFRIEND NOE HOW TO SING FROM DIAPHRAGM


KIDDY FUN!

LIJIE JOINED US! AWWW THIS IS SWEET

ODELIA feels so sleepy

GF!

WE SMILED

CARA KEPT EJECTING THE SONGS AND GOT SCOLDED BY US

ODELIA AND I

THREESOME

LIJIE GAVE US THIS

HOW CUTE WE CAN BE









MRT

met cindy at marina. then waited for emma. BLAH BLAH BLAH.















STEAMBOAT










LOVELY PPL GAVE US CAKE!













SHE IS 172 cm tall!
and i'm tip toeing until my toes are swollen

























MRT HOME!






my story ends.
4:54 PM