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And life still has to carry on.
Happy stuffs do happen,
but i'm not in the mood to blog.
FIRST tuesday's assembly talk focuses on the school image.
*every single SJCian is a walking advertisement of the school. [quite lame]
*the public complained to SJC saying that we are:
-Ah lians [which shouldn't be me]
-Loud and Rude
-LESBIAN SCHOOL
that's cool. though it's not. Yeah. I think the person who complain is abit sua ku or smthg. Since primary 4 in OLN, SJC's reputation has been bad, i was told whoever stepped into this school will turn crook. Thus, i was practically so amazed. I think i suck in the past (:
SECOND
Wed had amaths quizzes.
first time ever in my life have i like AMATHS lesson.
i think my impression of miss ong changed. she can be so nice, giving us sweets, fulfiling our request of having a fan in the class, so that emma won't complain again. and nation will get a cooler environment. how nice is miss ong. i think she rock.
THIRD
Thursday had a wonderful rainy day.
Played with cindy during CD lesson.
Kinda lame, i think if we don't refer to the card and say in our hokkien piang way, it would be better.
Emma and I met our Japanese flag, and this is our second day.
After school went to Hougang and meet seller, she was late for oh my gosh 2hrs! and guess what, i wasnt angry. Cuz i met junqian! oh my..I miss her damn much. Talked alot. I really really miss her. ): sad.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY FAIRYGODSON
GRACE NG <333
dun be sad anymore, must be strong like fairygodmama.
Faiygodmama can pass thru this stage,
you can too.
Cuz u r my fairygodson.
May god bless you [oh i'm holy again]
I just hope everyone will be happy.
my story ends.
1:15 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
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I DESERVE THE FALL..
a news received, and an sms came.
both at a go.
it pricks just that day
A mountain of lies that i gave you,
A river of tears that u had cried
I know i had hurt you so..
I'm sorry but apologies cant do the job.
Now Whack me hard, Hate me deep..
what i hope
is to see u smile
tell me a million ways to stich ur broken hearts.
I'm no longer ur darling so.
It's fault that i had made.
If this could cover those infinite hurts that i gave u,
take my life,
I choose my name,
to be first on the suicide list..
I'm sorry for everything..
my dearest, i don't beg for forgivness..
but i beg for u to be happy..
You might think what i say is all the lies..
But this i swear..
I always want to see u happy so..
Sorry for everything..
I deserve to die.
For all my sins and mistakes made..
Sorry.
1:15 AM
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I DESERVE THE FALL..
a news received, and an sms came.
both at a go.
it pricks just that day
A mountain of lies that i gave you,
A river of tears that u had cried
I know i had hurt you so..
I'm sorry but apologies cant do the job.
Now Whack me hard, Hate me deep..
what i hope
is to see u smile
tell me a million ways to stich ur broken hearts.
I'm no longer ur darling so.
It's fault that i had made.
Hate me now for goodness sake..
If this could cover those infinite hurts that i gave u,
take my life,
I choose my name,
to be first on the suicide list..
I'm sorry for everything..
my dearest, i don't beg for forgivness..
but i beg for u to be happy..
You might think what i say is all the lies..
But this i swear..
I always want to see u happy so..
Sorry for everything..
I deserve to die.
For all my sins and mistakes made..
Sorry.
my story ends.
7:09 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
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Shimin, this post is for you.
I smiled more.
"(=" look at this smiley.
You are the one who smiled in the way,
and i followed you so.
From the first and last sms, you gave me countless of smiles..
From that very day, i realised how impt is each and every of your smiles to me.
Each time, before bed, you told me to smile,
I took everything seriously to heart. And i smiled. (=
Having odelia to complete my task everyday to know more about you,
i guess it's going to complete soon.
I remembered the days of me asking her to make miracles and everything..
Days passed,
I knew miracles doesnt exists at all..
I'm not good at words,
i do not know how to write in a manner such that i will show u my true heart.
7 months passed.
Seemed so fast, but yet so slow.
My feelings is running a race with me
I ran very very very fast to meet yours..
I guess, i really love u so...
Now,I learnt to be very strong.
I'm not like the past,
Thinking love is to get both parties tgt..
I overcome everything.
Yeah, you are part of my grown up life.
You are my strength of holding each day
My heart do bleed, but i dont feel hurt..
Memories that flew, Wishes that past,
"ah meng" isn't what we use to call anymore..
But lets promise,
no matter what.."small ah meng and big ah meng" will be kept in our hearts forever.
I know you will becuz this is the origin of "ah meng"
I know you will becuz this is unforgettable
I know you will becuz we will be good friends forever.
I dont want you to worry that i am crazy or what.
I can tell you i'm really happy for you and her now.
Everything is fated, i know..
If i am able to twist the fate,
i will definately wait for you..
Until you really tell me you love me too.
Thats all, i hope u and her can be really happy.
If not i will feed you cockroaches soon.
Read this or not, I love you,
Goodbye, ah meng.
7:09 PM
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Shimin, this post is for you.
I smiled more.
"(=" look at this smiley.
You are the one who smiled in the way,
and i followed you so.
From the first and last sms, you gave me countless of smiles..
From that very day, i realised how impt is each and every of your smiles to me.
Each time, before bed, you told me to smile,
I took everything seriously to heart. And i smiled. (=
Having odelia to complete my task everyday to know more about you,
i guess it's going to complete soon.
I remembered the days of me asking her to make miracles and everything..
Days passed,
I knew miracles doesnt exists at all..
I'm not good at words,
i do not know how to write in a manner such that i will show u my true heart.
7 months passed.
Seemed so fast, but yet so slow.
My feelings is running a race with me
I ran very very very fast to meet yours..
I guess, i really love u so...
Now,I learnt to be very strong.
I'm not like the past,
Thinking love is to get both parties tgt..
I overcome everything.
Yeah, you are part of my grown up life.
You are my strength of holding each day
My heart do bleed, but i dont feel hurt..
Memories that flew, Wishes that past,
"ah meng" isn't what we use to call anymore..
But lets promise,
no matter what.."small ah meng and big ah meng" will be kept in our hearts forever.
I know you will becuz this is the origin of "ah meng"
I know you will becuz this is unforgettable
I know you will becuz we will be good friends forever.
I dont want you to worry that i am crazy or what.
I can tell you i'm really happy for you and her now.
Everything is fated, i know..
If i am able to twist the fate,
i will definately wait for you..
Until you really tell me you love me too.
Thats all, i hope u and her can be really happy.
If not i will feed you cockroaches soon.
Read this or not, I love you,
Goodbye, ah meng.
my story ends.
7:30 PM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
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TILL THE END
All this precise moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be
with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I've never been
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through the all
I know you come to see
That you are the one
till the end (We'll always be till the end)
All my friends around me
Say you ll be gone too soon
Baby, I'm gona make them see
We'll find out way back home
7:30 PM
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TILL THE END
All this precise moment
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you
I am thankful that I have
That I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be
with you until the very end
In this world
There is no place I've never been
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through the all
I know you come to see
That you are the one
till the end (We'll always be till the end)
All my friends around me
Say you ll be gone too soon
Baby, I'm gona make them see
We'll find out way back home
my story ends.
12:06 AM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
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I blogged.
I'm very very busy with my shop now adays.
Hardly, do i have time for anything.
Homeworks not done..everything everything.
it's raining again.
my heart seems to cry along with the rain.
dont know why.
my heart seems to be entangled by many knots.
i tried to fix it, it was almost done..
but it went entangled again.
i dont know what's bothering me.
it's so irritating.
Richard suggested to move house.
How amazing.
But i'm so old fashion. i prefer my small and cozy house now.
nothing much to blog.
shall end here
Just for you, i sing this song, Till The End
12:06 AM
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I blogged.
I'm very very busy with my shop now adays.
Hardly, do i have time for anything.
Homeworks not done..everything everything.
it's raining again.
my heart seems to cry along with the rain.
dont know why.
my heart seems to be entangled by many knots.
i tried to fix it, it was almost done..
but it went entangled again.
i dont know what's bothering me.
it's so irritating.
Richard suggested to move house.
How amazing.
But i'm so old fashion. i prefer my small and cozy house now.
nothing much to blog.
shall end here
Just for you, i sing this song, Till The End
my story ends.
11:25 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
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HELLO WORLD! :DDDD
i'm so fcuking pissed with that lao zhang.
-firstly, me and emma were punished by standing outside for going late for lessons. [actually quite fun though]
-secondly, whole class was punished by standing up doing corrections
-thirdly, juliana was accused
-forthly, she uses a sacarstic tone to ask us if our legs are tired. and hey, guess what. she grabbed a chair and sit in front of us to show the comfort of sitting on a chair. and added "zen me yang, lei bu lei ah" haha.
lastly, she's such a bitch.
Hmmm school was okaye today.
we had some letter box thangy.
haha, played ard with it.
yeah..
nothing much luh.
no mood to blog :)
SHALL END HERE!
if only u were the one who blew the fifteen candles with me
11:25 PM
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HELLO WORLD! :DDDD
i'm so fcuking pissed with that lao zhang.
-firstly, me and emma were punished by standing outside for going late for lessons. [actually quite fun though]
-secondly, whole class was punished by standing up doing corrections
-thirdly, juliana was accused
-forthly, she uses a sacarstic tone to ask us if our legs are tired. and hey, guess what. she grabbed a chair and sit in front of us to show the comfort of sitting on a chair. and added "zen me yang, lei bu lei ah" haha.
lastly, she's such a bitch.
Hmmm school was okaye today.
we had some letter box thangy.
haha, played ard with it.
yeah..
nothing much luh.
no mood to blog :)
SHALL END HERE!
if only u were the one who blew the fifteen candles with me
my story ends.
10:51 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
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IT's raining now.
time:00.00
date:21/3/07
and my heart is bleeding
10:51 PM
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IT's raining now.
time:00.00
date:21/3/07
and my heart is bleeding
my story ends.
11:55 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
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I Thought this will only happen in drama series. when cars are smashed into pieces and all.
windows broken and everything. but hey, guess what. I GOT ROBBED IN MSIA YST. BUT erm. actually i wasn't in the car. lol.
MORNING
set off at nine. IT WAS a bright and sunny morning as RICHARD set off to MSIA with me, mum, jerry and grand aunt. EVERYTHING was so fine.
THEN, proceed to auntie's hse. The place where my DAD's car got smashed and robbed. 
11:55 PM
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I Thought this will only happen in drama series. when cars are smashed into pieces and all.
windows broken and everything. but hey, guess what. I GOT ROBBED IN MSIA YST. BUT erm. actually i wasn't in the car. lol.
MORNING
set off at nine. IT WAS a bright and sunny morning as RICHARD set off to MSIA with me, mum, jerry and grand aunt. EVERYTHING was so fine.
Malaysia check point. RICHARD was deciding which lane to go to. so he decided to stay in the middle lane. LOL.
Singapore checkpoint. RICHARD chose the long queue lane!! ARHH!!
OH-KAY! so we reached Malaysia in 1 hrs time. First stop was ofc my dearest home! okay i got so messy and untidy after reaching there. but nvm! haha.
got some self-obession with the purple staircase. hahaa
Then took pictures with JERRY!
And richard's innocent face. -__-''
got some self-obession with the purple staircase. hahaa
Then took pictures with JERRY!
And richard's innocent face. -__-''
THEN, proceed to auntie's hse. The place where my DAD's car got smashed and robbed.
I seriously think they deserve to die you know. Really. My handphone, dad's cash card and bluetooth, his sunglasses, my chinese book. tissue box. yeah, and many more. cant remember. like wth, what's the problem with them. My father didn't wash car for so many days, and they still got attracted to it. They cock eye or what. Next time if they get caught by police. i will stand aside and throw rotten eggs at them. HURR! OR-BI-GOOD. stupid robbers! pls lah. cover ur face with some stockings or paper bag lah! let me see ur stupid face for what! RICHARD will get the police to arrest u some day, and i hope u will punish to learn ur lessons! HURR! i'm so fucking angry. haiz but what's done was already done, cnt mend back the broken pieces of my dad's precious car. I swear he is damn sad. i can see from his face. He didn't even want to take a look at jerry. haiz..poor dad..and poor me...
okay afternoon. reached auntie's hse and watched TOM-and-JERRY with my nieces there.
Then is my grandaunt again. Getting interested in zi-lian-ing with me
Then is my grandaunt again. Getting interested in zi-lian-ing with me
Then look at richard's face on my niece's full-month day.
he was really damn sad. His car... haiz
Okay take a look. These are all plastic sheets okaye. We are very poor thing. People turn and look at our car. so special. made of plastic sheet windows. and our plastic sheet was flying, looks funny. But haiz, stop the nonsences and craps. It's a tragedy. I hope richard doesn't get too sad over it.. )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))=
BACK HOME!
))))= SHALL END HERE
my story ends.
12:04 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
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Looking at the world now, my heart is in a total soreness.
Everytime when starting a new life, I opened up the window, looking at this outside world, but it always rain, and never stop.
Living in this agony, i decided to end it many times, but i just couldn't.
Feelings come and go. But love will always stay.
Looking at the people running towards me on the starting of my school life, cheering me up, i've nothing to say, but only a word of gratitude.
I know that the only way to repay them is to stop being such a emo person and lead a happy life that i used to be, but i cant.
I'm struggling hard everyday to fight through my 24 hours without my life ended but it seems more difficult each day.
MSN..i will hear grps of friends asking me how am i feeling and all, can i not cry or do i just sigh?
Cold wars between friend, had she ever thought of how i feel?
And you, i know u hate me. and i hate u too.
So friend, are u happy too?
WORLD.
i really love someone real hard.
that she will nvr understand :(
12:04 PM
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Looking at the world now, my heart is in a total soreness.
Everytime when starting a new life, I opened up the window, looking at this outside world, but it always rain, and never stop.
Living in this agony, i decided to end it many times, but i just couldn't.
Feelings come and go. But love will always stay.
Looking at the people running towards me on the starting of my school life, cheering me up, i've nothing to say, but only a word of gratitude.
I know that the only way to repay them is to stop being such a emo person and lead a happy life that i used to be, but i cant.
I'm struggling hard everyday to fight through my 24 hours without my life ended but it seems more difficult each day.
MSN..i will hear grps of friends asking me how am i feeling and all, can i not cry or do i just sigh?
Cold wars between friend, had she ever thought of how i feel?
And you, i know u hate me. and i hate u too.
So friend, are u happy too?
WORLD.
i really love someone real hard.
that she will nvr understand :(
my story ends.
1:00 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
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so bored at home.
i'm like a nanny carrying a baby everywhere.
i think the opposite block ppl will think i'm crazy making funny faces to the baby whole day long.
oh well [:
btw.after seeing yanping's blog. i suddenly recall what happen yst. it goes like this.
Emma's smell came to my nose. and i realised that she smells like dearest.
so everyone began smelling one another in the comp lap.
EMMA- smells like her!
JOAN- smells like SHARK
YANPING- smells like washing machine
JIAYING- smells like mothball
MELISSA LIU- smells like book
YILIN- smells like adidas
look at how adorable the bunch od us are.
i wish i could have a dog at home.
not becuz i love dogs.
becuz i want to tell the teacher that my dog ate up my homework.
SHALL END HERE!
1:00 AM
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so bored at home.
i'm like a nanny carrying a baby everywhere.
i think the opposite block ppl will think i'm crazy making funny faces to the baby whole day long.
oh well [:
btw.after seeing yanping's blog. i suddenly recall what happen yst. it goes like this.
Emma's smell came to my nose. and i realised that she smells like dearest.
so everyone began smelling one another in the comp lap.
EMMA- smells like her!
JOAN- smells like SHARK
YANPING- smells like washing machine
JIAYING- smells like mothball
MELISSA LIU- smells like book
YILIN- smells like adidas
look at how adorable the bunch od us are.
i wish i could have a dog at home.
not becuz i love dogs.
becuz i want to tell the teacher that my dog ate up my homework.
SHALL END HERE!
my story ends.
7:27 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
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okaye.was having some fun camp today.
they called it as "bung camp" LOL.
reached sch at 7.30.First person i see is emma.smiling hard at me pointing to netball.
haha. After attendance taking for CCA camp, it's time to proceed to MATHS CLASS!
it wasn't so enjoyable. but thank god i could have the luxury of the air con early in the morning.
i was practically talking to yanping, wasting time, smelling emma's smell rather than doing decent stuffs in the comp lap. oh well. i'm so so in a holiday mood. i havent do finish any of my cheena homework yet.
And PEEPS. i swear the CAMP was a total fun.
but i missed out the netball fun.
okaye. i realised peeps in netball CCA were quite nice.
so bonded. so fun. so hilarious. so ENTERTAINING.
and ROWROW tgt with ZIQI were practicallly singing rock song. okaye finally, i LOLed.
and stupid tay was so realistic. took my food and ask for answer. WORSE. throw ping pong balls at me. HURR!
okaye. after everything. we shouted across downstairs to some NPCC ppl. calling people MaaM everywhere. ROW was super funny. she shouted "GO DRINK WATER MAAM".and i laughed. haha.
Had some counseling session with ziqi.
just like ZZgoh. i found new perspective in my life too.
If everything is perfect to me in life, and i when have everything, it means nothing.
Becuz if i had everything, i will no longer have any aims. Life still carries on as usual..and seems to be so dull..what can we long for when we had everything in life? Wouldn't it be boring?
And when the day i'm on my deathbed, flipping through my life stories.. i can only see regrets in my life. hating myself for the sins i've made.
Things happen unexpectedlly..
4 days means alot to me..
giving me so much time to think abt everything.
maybe everything is too empty to me nowadays.
but yet, so complicated.
i'll let nature take it's course no matter what.
let god arrange for everything..
shall end here.
7:27 PM
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okaye.was having some fun camp today.
they called it as "bung camp" LOL.
reached sch at 7.30.First person i see is emma.smiling hard at me pointing to netball.
haha. After attendance taking for CCA camp, it's time to proceed to MATHS CLASS!
it wasn't so enjoyable. but thank god i could have the luxury of the air con early in the morning.
i was practically talking to yanping, wasting time, smelling emma's smell rather than doing decent stuffs in the comp lap. oh well. i'm so so in a holiday mood. i havent do finish any of my cheena homework yet.
And PEEPS. i swear the CAMP was a total fun.
but i missed out the netball fun.
okaye. i realised peeps in netball CCA were quite nice.
so bonded. so fun. so hilarious. so ENTERTAINING.
and ROWROW tgt with ZIQI were practicallly singing rock song. okaye finally, i LOLed.
and stupid tay was so realistic. took my food and ask for answer. WORSE. throw ping pong balls at me. HURR!
okaye. after everything. we shouted across downstairs to some NPCC ppl. calling people MaaM everywhere. ROW was super funny. she shouted "GO DRINK WATER MAAM".and i laughed. haha.
Had some counseling session with ziqi.
just like ZZgoh. i found new perspective in my life too.
If everything is perfect to me in life, and i when have everything, it means nothing.
Becuz if i had everything, i will no longer have any aims. Life still carries on as usual..and seems to be so dull..what can we long for when we had everything in life? Wouldn't it be boring?
And when the day i'm on my deathbed, flipping through my life stories.. i can only see regrets in my life. hating myself for the sins i've made.
Things happen unexpectedlly..
4 days means alot to me..
giving me so much time to think abt everything.
maybe everything is too empty to me nowadays.
but yet, so complicated.
i'll let nature take it's course no matter what.
let god arrange for everything..
shall end here.
my story ends.
10:35 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
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zai jian ba wo de zui ai, ni zhen de shi wo de hui yi.
wo xiang ni, zhen de hen xiang ni, bu zhi dao ni xiang wo ma.
qi shi wo hen ai ni, ni zhi dao ma, zhi shi ni kan bu dao~
wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong
ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.
wo ai ni , dao ni hen hen di.
ke shi wo yi zhi zai xin li
fang qi ni dan wo zuo bu dao
ni zhi dao wo nan shou ma
wo yi xin yi yi
dan shi wo di
an li que shou bu yao ju li
wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong
ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.
wo hen ni zi si, hen ni jue qing, hen ni ceng jing fang qi wo
wei shen me hui yao wo nan guo
ni bu keng jie shou wo
dan shi wo zhen de bu hui wang yuan hui dao ni
wo shang xin, wo nan guo, wo ku de gan kuo
ni zhi dao na zhong gan jue
zhong wei rao zhe wo
wo shi guo bu qu xiang ni
dan wo zhen de nan shou
wo zhi xiang gao su ni
wo yong yuan de ai ni
wo que wang ji bu liao ni
10:35 PM
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zai jian ba wo de zui ai, ni zhen de shi wo de hui yi.
wo xiang ni, zhen de hen xiang ni, bu zhi dao ni xiang wo ma.
qi shi wo hen ai ni, ni zhi dao ma, zhi shi ni kan bu dao~
wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong
ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.
wo ai ni , dao ni hen hen di.
ke shi wo yi zhi zai xin li
fang qi ni dan wo zuo bu dao
ni zhi dao wo nan shou ma
wo yi xin yi yi
dan shi wo di
an li que shou bu yao ju li
wo ying gai dong de ai xi zi ji bu yao zai qu xiang nian ni,
wei shen me wo na me ai ni,
wo da bu dao hui bao
ying wei shi qu na zhong hao,
mei you hen zi ba
zhi yao wo, yi ge ren, cai gan jue hao kong
ni zhen de hao zi si, yi jing li wo er qu
wo de xing zhen de hao tong,
ni gan jue de dao ma
zhi xiang gei ni zhi dao wo shi duo me de ai ni,
bu yao zai tao bi, hao ma.
wo hen ni zi si, hen ni jue qing, hen ni ceng jing fang qi wo
wei shen me hui yao wo nan guo
ni bu keng jie shou wo
dan shi wo zhen de bu hui wang yuan hui dao ni
wo shang xin, wo nan guo, wo ku de gan kuo
ni zhi dao na zhong gan jue
zhong wei rao zhe wo
wo shi guo bu qu xiang ni
dan wo zhen de nan shou
wo zhi xiang gao su ni
wo yong yuan de ai ni
wo que wang ji bu liao ni
my story ends.
12:38 PM
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HELLO WORLD- [this is my 100th post]
HAPPY 4th yr 4th mth anni :DD
alright.i shall begin with yesterday morning.
actually planned not to go to school.
becuz i lost my house t-shirt.
but i still went.
what an unlucky morning with a stupid scolding from miss iris teh.
DURING MORNING PRAYER
Praying, and ROWROW suddenly appeared beside me. So as you know, this is normal human reaction. ofc u would have moved your body abit when u are shocked. just moved abit.
Praying, and i felt someone using pen to poke me.
i knew something was wrong.
So i turned back. miss teh pointed to me and ROWROW. and said.
"i want to see both of u after this. AFTER THIS"
WTH.
MISS TEH : why are the both of u exchanging, luaghing, smiling, talking? are the both of u catholics?
SHARON: we didn't talk.
MISS TEH: i was just standing right behind and i saw the both of u exchanging. do u know what are the both of u wrong at?
ROWROW: LAUGHING [which was not true at all]
SHARON: not praying [but i did]
MISS TEH: so you think i'm so unresonable for not letting you all smile?
ROW AND SHARON: no [but we think it should be yes, becuz it's normal reaction to smile]
MISS TEH: so what are u all going to do?
ROW AND SHARON: sorry miss teh. we will not smile.
MISS TEH: i feel so irritated when i'm praying. imagine you are chanting in ur religion and people disturbed u. how will you feel? irritated right? GO BACK. i dont want to see it again. [and she frown all the way from us to her car]
what the hell. EXCHANGING? she thought christmas isit? we just gave one another the "eh. u are here. i'm shocked." that expression only what, we didn't laugh talk and worse, EXCHAGING!!!
nvm.ROWROW. we should celebrate our anniversary for letting her scold for no reason.
OK then we proceed to hall for feast day mass.
i swear it was damn fun with emma ziqi ROWROW grachgoh and more!
they rock the hall so much. alrite..then had some gospel singing competition.
i realised i like the song "Above all" so much.
i suddenly miss JAIME WONG alot alot.
oh well.
Then got back my results slip. i suck okay. okayokay say no more!
then went around the whole singapore to borrow house tshirt.
borrowed from cindy. in the end i wore irfana's.
thanks CINDY! <3333
Then went to YCK stadium for SPORTS MEET.
tgt with big big grp of friends.
we rock the bus too.
DURING SPORTS MEET.
i love st emilie.
i love 3E.
both got 2nd. Wheeeee :]
But..
i witnessed so many tears there.
my bestie odelia and my bestest emma..
don cry don cry...
AFTER SPORTS MEET.
met some buyers with odelia.
on the way there, saw some funny ppl on the MRT
1st person- he was very very very immersed in his phone conversation. i cant explain..but it's damn funny.
2nd person- a woman sleeping 180 degrees flat on the mrt seat. i cant explain. but it look as if she was sleeping on the bed will pillows and bolsters. damn funny.
on the way home, saw soh huiting.
CHATTED ALOT.
LAUGHED ALOT.
i'm very tired after that.
))=
miss u so much..
wonder what u r doing in the camp now..
12:38 PM
_______________________________________
HELLO WORLD- [this is my 100th post]
HAPPY 4th yr 4th mth anni :DD
alright.i shall begin with yesterday morning.
actually planned not to go to school.
becuz i lost my house t-shirt.
but i still went.
what an unlucky morning with a stupid scolding from miss iris teh.
DURING MORNING PRAYER
Praying, and ROWROW suddenly appeared beside me. So as you know, this is normal human reaction. ofc u would have moved your body abit when u are shocked. just moved abit.
Praying, and i felt someone using pen to poke me.
i knew something was wrong.
So i turned back. miss teh pointed to me and ROWROW. and said.
"i want to see both of u after this. AFTER THIS"
WTH.
MISS TEH : why are the both of u exchanging, luaghing, smiling, talking? are the both of u catholics?
SHARON: we didn't talk.
MISS TEH: i was just standing right behind and i saw the both of u exchanging. do u know what are the both of u wrong at?
ROWROW: LAUGHING [which was not true at all]
SHARON: not praying [but i did]
MISS TEH: so you think i'm so unresonable for not letting you all smile?
ROW AND SHARON: no [but we think it should be yes, becuz it's normal reaction to smile]
MISS TEH: so what are u all going to do?
ROW AND SHARON: sorry miss teh. we will not smile.
MISS TEH: i feel so irritated when i'm praying. imagine you are chanting in ur religion and people disturbed u. how will you feel? irritated right? GO BACK. i dont want to see it again. [and she frown all the way from us to her car]
what the hell. EXCHANGING? she thought christmas isit? we just gave one another the "eh. u are here. i'm shocked." that expression only what, we didn't laugh talk and worse, EXCHAGING!!!
nvm.ROWROW. we should celebrate our anniversary for letting her scold for no reason.
OK then we proceed to hall for feast day mass.
i swear it was damn fun with emma ziqi ROWROW grachgoh and more!
they rock the hall so much. alrite..then had some gospel singing competition.
i realised i like the song "Above all" so much.
i suddenly miss JAIME WONG alot alot.
oh well.
Then got back my results slip. i suck okay. okayokay say no more!
then went around the whole singapore to borrow house tshirt.
borrowed from cindy. in the end i wore irfana's.
thanks CINDY! <3333
Then went to YCK stadium for SPORTS MEET.
tgt with big big grp of friends.
we rock the bus too.
DURING SPORTS MEET.
i love st emilie.
i love 3E.
both got 2nd. Wheeeee :]
But..
i witnessed so many tears there.
my bestie odelia and my bestest emma..
don cry don cry...
AFTER SPORTS MEET.
met some buyers with odelia.
on the way there, saw some funny ppl on the MRT
1st person- he was very very very immersed in his phone conversation. i cant explain..but it's damn funny.
2nd person- a woman sleeping 180 degrees flat on the mrt seat. i cant explain. but it look as if she was sleeping on the bed will pillows and bolsters. damn funny.
on the way home, saw soh huiting.
CHATTED ALOT.
LAUGHED ALOT.
i'm very tired after that.
))=
miss u so much..
wonder what u r doing in the camp now..
my story ends.
11:15 AM
Friday, March 09, 2007
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ABOVE ALL
Above all powers,
above all kings
Above all nature
and all created things
Above all wisdom
and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms,
above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crucified,
laid behind the stone
You lived to die,
rejected and alone
Like a rose
trampled on the ground
You took the fall
and thought of me
Above all
11:15 AM
_______________________________________
ABOVE ALL
Above all powers,
above all kings
Above all nature
and all created things
Above all wisdom
and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began
Above all kingdoms,
above all thrones
Above all wonders the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what You're worth
Crucified,
laid behind the stone
You lived to die,
rejected and alone
Like a rose
trampled on the ground
You took the fall
and thought of me
Above all
my story ends.
9:29 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
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HELLO WORLD )))))))))=
like what clara said. lies and deceit. its powerful thing.
i'm not trying to imply on anything ard me.
but in my own relationship.
i feel so tired now..
very very very tired..
i got cheated again and again..
i've put up thru many things..
i gave up my friends for u..
but what i get back in return is all the hurts..
u broke my trust, again and again.
u torn my heart.,chronically..
XXXX says:
time and again she break ur trust, u gradually don see point of trusting her any longer
i agree..
even ur best friend could understand how i feel..
i'm really very very tired..
9:29 PM
_______________________________________
HELLO WORLD )))))))))=
like what clara said. lies and deceit. its powerful thing.
i'm not trying to imply on anything ard me.
but in my own relationship.
i feel so tired now..
very very very tired..
i got cheated again and again..
i've put up thru many things..
i gave up my friends for u..
but what i get back in return is all the hurts..
u broke my trust, again and again.
u torn my heart.,chronically..
XXXX says:
time and again she break ur trust, u gradually don see point of trusting her any longer
i agree..
even ur best friend could understand how i feel..
i'm really very very tired..
my story ends.
5:20 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
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HELLO WORLD :DDDDDDDDDDD
i'm posting some pictures taken two weeks ago, went i went to the euro park funfair with my beloved ones.
and fucking LAOZHANG.
i did homework until so xin ku over the weekend and she just ask us to mark the paper ourselves using the answer sheet. STUPID!
Alrite and for zuowen..i got no ling gan okay. and is she a pervert or what? if we cant get 75 marks above for compo, we must rewrite again again and again until we get 75 marks. please lah. i'm not genius okay. and ur expectation is just far too high.
whatever. i did something kind today. that is, i forgot to pay for my noodles. and i went back to giv the uncle my money. although he didn't praise me for my integrity, but i feel happy though. ((=
shall end here
AFTER THE VOLTEX RIDE
so sweet
5:20 PM
_______________________________________
HELLO WORLD :DDDDDDDDDDD
i'm posting some pictures taken two weeks ago, went i went to the euro park funfair with my beloved ones.
and fucking LAOZHANG.
i did homework until so xin ku over the weekend and she just ask us to mark the paper ourselves using the answer sheet. STUPID!
Alrite and for zuowen..i got no ling gan okay. and is she a pervert or what? if we cant get 75 marks above for compo, we must rewrite again again and again until we get 75 marks. please lah. i'm not genius okay. and ur expectation is just far too high.
whatever. i did something kind today. that is, i forgot to pay for my noodles. and i went back to giv the uncle my money. although he didn't praise me for my integrity, but i feel happy though. ((=
shall end here
AFTER THE VOLTEX RIDE
so sweet
my story ends.
9:20 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
_______________________________________
it's sunday.
9:20 PM
_______________________________________
it's sunday.
rainy sunday
i hate sunday.
cuz tmr need to go study.
and there's lao zhang's lesson tmr.
i hate her.
gonna hate her till i graduate.
it's raining heavily now.
very heavily.
haiz..so emo.
haiz..so emo.
shall upload some pictures took yst.
sorry darling.
we shldn't have quarrelled.
i understood how much u love me.
my story ends.
3:25 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
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HAPPY TOGETHER
Imagine me and you,
I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
Ta think about the girl you love,
and hold her tight.
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world would be
So very fine
So happy together
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It has to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
and you say you belong to me
and you are mine
imagine how the world could be
so very fine
so happy together
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody
but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
For all my life....
Call you upease my mind
ease my mind
ease my mind
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
3:25 PM
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HAPPY TOGETHER
Imagine me and you,
I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
Ta think about the girl you love,
and hold her tight.
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world would be
So very fine
So happy together
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they toss the dice
It has to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
If I should call you up
Invest a dime
and you say you belong to me
and you are mine
imagine how the world could be
so very fine
so happy together
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody
but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
For all my life....
Call you upease my mind
ease my mind
ease my mind
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life
my story ends.
11:35 PM
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HELLO WORLD =DDD
out with cindy ziqi ahlongtau and ODELIA!
kinda bored
everyone look gorgeous.
yeah.hmmm.
nothing much really happen today/
no homework mood. [haha cindy]
no mood to blog.
shall update tmr
i will run infinite miles to catch that flown away balloon.
which is just for u.
11:35 PM
_______________________________________
HELLO WORLD =DDD
out with cindy ziqi ahlongtau and ODELIA!
kinda bored
everyone look gorgeous.
yeah.hmmm.
nothing much really happen today/
no homework mood. [haha cindy]
no mood to blog.
shall update tmr
i will run infinite miles to catch that flown away balloon.
which is just for u.
my story ends.
11:02 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
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1st MARCH
hello world;
it's like the first day of the month.
and time seems to pass so fast.
LESSONS were boring again.
i hate chinese.
i hate lao zhang.
that's what i can say.
AHHHH during CD.
me and emma were like going against the school rule, sitting just right beside MR TAN!
FOR MY CASE
imagine the picture ok..
i was holding up the paper to block myself from letting mr tan see me eating pocky.
and emma helped by feeding me with the pocky.
can u imagine how stupid we were at that time? haha
AND FOR EMMA'S
ok lets see how it goes..
emma was trying all her ways to use handphone without mr tan's attention.
so..
the first way she tried- tell mr tan that the floor is sticky..and ask him not to sit beside us.
the 2nd way she tried- go toilet use phone
the 3rd way she tried-and me to bend up and down, left an right, to cover her. haha that was really really stupid.
did some personality test thing and had a great laugh over it.
yup yup yup.
After school, helped emma to do some house stuffs. ya ya.. and chatted with lijie in the canteen.
LAO REN AH LAO REN..zhen shi kaypo ah..
keep asking asking and asking...sigh.
Then bused home with lijie..
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!
we were doing some debate against one another.
obviously, i lost! hahaha.
OK SHALL END HERE!
2nd MARCH
chinese suck up again.
YAY cindy! LETS REJOICE! no more rushing homework! it's friday today!! yay!
thank u yanping for buying me the expensive muffin.
and i'm tolerating that bossy person.
don climb over my head ok.
ok luh. ACTUALLY NTH MUCH HAPPEN!
after school stayed back for awhile. talked to grace goh emma and ziqi.
CHIA JUNRU almost confiscated my HP again! shit lah. she's damn scary.
i'm in pain now. muscle ache, everywhere also pain.
SHALL END HERE ('_')
11:02 PM
_______________________________________
1st MARCH
hello world;
it's like the first day of the month.
and time seems to pass so fast.
LESSONS were boring again.
i hate chinese.
i hate lao zhang.
that's what i can say.
AHHHH during CD.
me and emma were like going against the school rule, sitting just right beside MR TAN!
FOR MY CASE
imagine the picture ok..
i was holding up the paper to block myself from letting mr tan see me eating pocky.
and emma helped by feeding me with the pocky.
can u imagine how stupid we were at that time? haha
AND FOR EMMA'S
ok lets see how it goes..
emma was trying all her ways to use handphone without mr tan's attention.
so..
the first way she tried- tell mr tan that the floor is sticky..and ask him not to sit beside us.
the 2nd way she tried- go toilet use phone
the 3rd way she tried-and me to bend up and down, left an right, to cover her. haha that was really really stupid.
did some personality test thing and had a great laugh over it.
yup yup yup.
After school, helped emma to do some house stuffs. ya ya.. and chatted with lijie in the canteen.
LAO REN AH LAO REN..zhen shi kaypo ah..
keep asking asking and asking...sigh.
Then bused home with lijie..
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH!
we were doing some debate against one another.
obviously, i lost! hahaha.
OK SHALL END HERE!
2nd MARCH
chinese suck up again.
YAY cindy! LETS REJOICE! no more rushing homework! it's friday today!! yay!
thank u yanping for buying me the expensive muffin.
and i'm tolerating that bossy person.
don climb over my head ok.
ok luh. ACTUALLY NTH MUCH HAPPEN!
after school stayed back for awhile. talked to grace goh emma and ziqi.
CHIA JUNRU almost confiscated my HP again! shit lah. she's damn scary.
i'm in pain now. muscle ache, everywhere also pain.
SHALL END HERE ('_')
my story ends.
10:02 PM
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WORLD;
i'm now in a despair..
and who can get me out of the nightmare..
the world's so unfair..
giving me the least welfare
that long desire..
had turn into a short dream..
and that great admire..
had turn into a big liar..
now my surrender.
my feelings struck me just like thunder..
everything seems short..
yet so long..
who can understand how i feel?..
noone..
i'm not being emo now..
but i feel very sad..
its 3 hours plus to school..
now it's 2.30 am..
we quarrelled, we hurt and we bleed..
how do i mend ur broken pieces of heart
and how do u clean my countless of wounds?..
i don't know..
now friend;
u cut me thorough
our sorrow yst..
marks the ending today..
leaving a scar to us everyday...
i am sad again..
tell me what to do.....
10:02 PM
_______________________________________
WORLD;
i'm now in a despair..
and who can get me out of the nightmare..
the world's so unfair..
giving me the least welfare
that long desire..
had turn into a short dream..
and that great admire..
had turn into a big liar..
now my surrender.
my feelings struck me just like thunder..
everything seems short..
yet so long..
who can understand how i feel?..
noone..
i'm not being emo now..
but i feel very sad..
its 3 hours plus to school..
now it's 2.30 am..
we quarrelled, we hurt and we bleed..
how do i mend ur broken pieces of heart
and how do u clean my countless of wounds?..
i don't know..
now friend;
u cut me thorough
our sorrow yst..
marks the ending today..
leaving a scar to us everyday...
i am sad again..
tell me what to do.....
my story ends.
2:19 AM
2:19 AM