Friday, March 16, 2007
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Looking at the world now, my heart is in a total soreness. Everytime when starting a new life, I opened up the window, looking at this outside world, but it always rain, and never stop. Living in this agony, i decided to end it many times, but i just couldn't. Feelings come and go. But love will always stay. Looking at the people running towards me on the starting of my school life, cheering me up, i've nothing to say, but only a word of gratitude. I know that the only way to repay them is to stop being such a emo person and lead a happy life that i used to be, but i cant. I'm struggling hard everyday to fight through my 24 hours without my life ended but it seems more difficult each day. MSN..i will hear grps of friends asking me how am i feeling and all, can i not cry or do i just sigh? Cold wars between friend, had she ever thought of how i feel? And you, i know u hate me. and i hate u too. So friend, are u happy too?
WORLD. i really love someone real hard. that she will nvr understand :(