Tuesday, March 13, 2007
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okaye.was having some fun camp today. they called it as "bung camp" LOL. reached sch at 7.30.First person i see is emma.smiling hard at me pointing to netball. haha. After attendance taking for CCA camp, it's time to proceed to MATHS CLASS! it wasn't so enjoyable. but thank god i could have the luxury of the air con early in the morning. i was practically talking to yanping, wasting time, smelling emma's smell rather than doing decent stuffs in the comp lap. oh well. i'm so so in a holiday mood. i havent do finish any of my cheena homework yet.
And PEEPS. i swear the CAMP was a total fun. but i missed out the netball fun. okaye. i realised peeps in netball CCA were quite nice. so bonded. so fun. so hilarious. so ENTERTAINING. and ROWROW tgt with ZIQI were practicallly singing rock song. okaye finally, i LOLed. and stupid tay was so realistic. took my food and ask for answer. WORSE. throw ping pong balls at me. HURR! okaye. after everything. we shouted across downstairs to some NPCC ppl. calling people MaaM everywhere. ROW was super funny. she shouted "GO DRINK WATER MAAM".and i laughed. haha.
Had some counseling session with ziqi. just like ZZgoh. i found new perspective in my life too. If everything is perfect to me in life, and i when have everything, it means nothing. Becuz if i had everything, i will no longer have any aims. Life still carries on as usual..and seems to be so dull..what can we long for when we had everything in life? Wouldn't it be boring? And when the day i'm on my deathbed, flipping through my life stories.. i can only see regrets in my life. hating myself for the sins i've made.
Things happen unexpectedlly.. 4 days means alot to me.. giving me so much time to think abt everything. maybe everything is too empty to me nowadays. but yet, so complicated. i'll let nature take it's course no matter what. let god arrange for everything..