Monday, March 26, 2007
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Shimin, this post is for you.
I smiled more. "(=" look at this smiley. You are the one who smiled in the way, and i followed you so.
From the first and last sms, you gave me countless of smiles.. From that very day, i realised how impt is each and every of your smiles to me. Each time, before bed, you told me to smile, I took everything seriously to heart. And i smiled. (=
Having odelia to complete my task everyday to know more about you, i guess it's going to complete soon. I remembered the days of me asking her to make miracles and everything.. Days passed, I knew miracles doesnt exists at all..
I'm not good at words, i do not know how to write in a manner such that i will show u my true heart. 7 months passed. Seemed so fast, but yet so slow. My feelings is running a race with me I ran very very very fast to meet yours.. I guess, i really love u so...
Now,I learnt to be very strong. I'm not like the past, Thinking love is to get both parties tgt.. I overcome everything. Yeah, you are part of my grown up life. You are my strength of holding each day My heart do bleed, but i dont feel hurt.. Memories that flew, Wishes that past, "ah meng" isn't what we use to call anymore.. But lets promise, no matter what.."small ah meng and big ah meng" will be kept in our hearts forever. I know you will becuz this is the origin of "ah meng" I know you will becuz this is unforgettable I know you will becuz we will be good friends forever.
I dont want you to worry that i am crazy or what. I can tell you i'm really happy for you and her now. Everything is fated, i know.. If i am able to twist the fate, i will definately wait for you.. Until you really tell me you love me too.
Thats all, i hope u and her can be really happy. If not i will feed you cockroaches soon. Read this or not, I love you,