Tuesday, April 10, 2007
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PEOPLE I HAD A VERY WONDERFUL FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.
I thank god for giving me a group of friends who gave me the strength to carry on my every single breath.
I thank god for loving me and plan such a wonderful day for me.
I thank every single one in my life for loving me so hard.
I thank mummy for labouring me in such a great pain on 9th April 1992.
I thank Yilin for coming to school on monday just for me and a big kiss on both my cheeks.
I thank Ice for that unique testube which she claim that cu lu ppl like her won't do it for others.
I thank NATION for loving me.
I thank Odelia for making me excited.
I thank Ziqi for writing that long letter which make meso hao lian about it
I thank JOAN , CARA and YANPING for the 2+1+1=4 kisses in the morning.
I thank meliu for saying that i'm old.
I thank CINDY for making my birthday card and colour every single letter which makes me touched.
I thank Girlfriend for being my girlfriend.
I thank Jiaying for the jiaying bear.
I thank emma for telling me "god plan everything for us"
I thank Kristy for that listening ear which never leaves me.
I thank Lijie for giving me the feeling of _ _ _ _ _ _, but she isn't.
I thank MS KOH for making us run so hard to let me cry out my hurts today.
I thank her...for everything she has done for me..
Yst was the best she has given to me throughout my whole life.
The minute i stepped out of that very place,
what was in front of me was an unexpected surprise that i ever received.
I thought we could only sit in KFC and talk, but she has given me more than enough..
I didt want the day to end so soon, cuz there will only be one 09042007 in my life, one fiften years old, and one birthday.
But everything sure has to come to an end no matter what.
I was really really very happy..that i couldn't even cry out.
Marina, esplanade, swensen and hagen daz,
the places i will never forget just like dust..
we talked abit, and shared abit..
I realised that was the only day i look into her eyes..
That only day, that i told her how much i love her..
But it still doesn't work..
Just like what i've said, everything sure has to come to an end one day..
She told me what she seriously hope for,
and i seriously cant give for..
For that deepest love i given for..
A hug at the esplanade, and a love that i mark in my heart, that so much more than enough in my life..wishing i could share this with mum and dad, but i cant..
I realise she needs so much strength, and so much love, just so much from her..
What can i help..is to cry with her...
Give them strength, giv them love, to see them real in love...
I love her, i really do..but her heart is still hers..
I cant bear to put down..but i must..
How contraditing, i must say..
But darling told me to stay firm in my decision..
to carry on, and wait for miracles...
I'm doing this,
So does she...
I felt her pain to wait for her..
Cuz i'm waiting for the painful her too..
Wishing one day she could let me sit in front of her, and wipe away all her tears..
I believe this day will come..i really do..
Cuz i've given 80 percent of my love to the other her...
Wishing my love could bring like a cloth to wipe off her sorrows and take off her tears..
Having here, nothing to say..
Still giving a listening ear..
I'll wait for her,
Just right here..
To overcome her greatest fear..
It doesn't matter if her answer gonna be yes or no anymore..
I dont care, so long as you found what u need..
I really want to see ah meng again..
But ask the sky turns dark, it's time for her to say goodbye..
sweet and sad fifteen, had past so fast.
Like a flash, like a lightning, like a dream..
Seem so virtual, yet so true..
My last birthday wish, i kept in my heart...
And my first birthday wish, i love her with all my heart..
Now..
I just want to be your friend.
Listening to the breaking sound of ur heart..
And fixing it one by one..
Just to mend it back for you..
One fine day on the street..I see you again..
I return you ur mended heart..which will be delivered by her..
I wish that ur wishes will come true..
Till the day that i found u..
I must be old enough to tell you..
Hey, i'm still loving you..
No matter what, no matter when and no matter how.
Be happy, i know u need a chance from her..
I pray hard..for u..and ur destiny..
Happy birthday sharon, and goodbye, 14..
One last hug from you, goodnight, i love ur present alot..
我很爱很爱你
I LOVE YOU. i really do
my story ends.
9:18 PM