Sunday, May 06, 2007
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[i woke up early, and saw my pillow wet. It's my tears that flows] i've not only been posting on the blog. i'm writing everything everwhere. but just not studying. My notes are all letters, and my book are all feelings of mine. even unsent smses that i typed. What am i doing? Fuck. Tests are coming, i really dont know what to do. Nothing gets into my head at all. "Heart over mind, mind over body?" thats what fork said. But seems to be heart over body. It's so painful. I dont blame u for everything. I'm always online to wait for u.. I'm opening the conversation but didn't type anything. I seem useless eh? Fuck.
every single thing that i did cuts through my heart too. I don't want to think so much. Cuz u had left me far... will u come for return?
you didn't hurt me, cuz it's more than enough see u smile.
There was a myth of me, saying every phone i change, will represent every love i had. Today is the day i got back my phone from confiscation of 3 mths in school. does it represent this love gonna end?